The 100 preferences and imagines

#17 He gets Self conscious

This is all in the boys points of view just to let you know

Bellamy;

I sighed and sat on mine and (Y/N)'s bed replying the sentence a guy said today.

"You know that (Y/N) is to good for you right?"

I rubbed my hands over my face, I know (Y/N) is to good for me but no matter what she still chose me.

"Hey baby." (Y/N) said pracing into the tent.

I didn't answer her but kept my head down. "Babe?" She asked quietly, I kept my head down as the first tear fell down my face. "Bell, what's wrong?" She asked wrapping her arm around my torso and looking at me. "Bell why are you crying?" She asked moving to sit on my lap. I put my head on her shoulder and wrapped my arms around her waist holding her closer to my body.

"Someone said something to me today." I told her.

"What did they say love?" She whispered into my ear, she ran her hands through my hair making me close my eyes and sigh. "Bell?"

"He said you were to good for me." I told her. She grumbled something to herself and I pulled my head away to look at her. "What?"

"He's a son of a bitch." She repeated to me, I felt myself chuckle at my girlfriends vocabulary. "Bellamy you know I love you and only you. Your sister is like my own and I have accepted every wrong you've made. I'll looked past everything just for you. I would never ever leave you, I'm not to good for you Bell, I'm not any better then any other girl in this camp you know." She spoke to me.

"No, because you're better then all of them and somehow picked me, and I will never in my life understand why." I told her.

Finn;

I walked around the camp with my head down. I didn't even fit in with these people here I wasn't a criminal. (Y/N) knew this and yet she didn't care. But how can she love someone that has lied the almost 100 other people?

I call myself a criminal but I really only did it to save my ex's life, but now I was down here with a hundred other teenagers that didn't know I never committed my huge legendary crime.

I felt an impact in my back and turned my head to see my beautiful girlfriend with a smile on her face. "Hi baby." She said kissing my cheek.

"Hey." I mumbled.

"What's wrong?" She asked sliding down off my back and moving in front of me, I let my head drop down and my hair covered my face like a blanket. I felt her brush my hair out of my face and push it behind my ear.
"I'm not a criminal, I don't fit in here." I whispered to her. She sighed and wrapped her arms around my torso and buried her face in my chest.

"Finn, you know I don't care about that." She told me.

"But I do, I feel like I don't make you happy." I whispered.

"Finn listen to me right now. You make me the happiest girl in the world alright? And I could never ask for better." She said to me. I sighed but nodded. "Good." She mumbled standing up on her toes to press her lips to mine. "I love you." She said.

"I love you too." I mumbled.

Monty;

"Hey Mont." (Y/N) said climbing up the drop ship ladder.

"Hi." I mumbled, she sat beside me and I stayed silent, she kept sighing and I knew she was getting bored.

Why couldn't I just talk to her? Why did I have to be such a quiet in closed person who didn't even talk to their own girlfriend? Why did I have to be so nerdy while she just craved every bit of adventure in this world.

I sighed and threw my tools onto the table in front of us the loud clatter making her jump.

"W-whats wrong Monty?" (Y/N) asked quietly.

"I don't talk enough for you... Do I?" I asked her.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"I'm so quite around you, I feel like I just don't talk enough." I explained.

She moved from sitting beside me to onto my lap playing with the zipper of my jacket.

"Monty you are perfect to and for me." She said softly resting her head on my chest, I wrapped my arms around her and sighed. "You know, sometimes I like the silence, that's why I came up here. I'm so tired I just wanted to be with you and stay in silence." She told me. I placed my lips on her forehead as her eyes fluttered closed. "I love you the way you are Sweetie." She whispered to me.

I smiled and watched as she slowly fell asleep.

Jasper;

I groaned and ran my long skinny fingers through my thick brown hair. I can't believe that (Y/N) was the only one who could see through the fluke shot I made. We all know it was just the nuts that made me see things.

"Hey Jas." She said walking into our tent.

"Hey babe." I mumbled reaching out for her hips, once I had her I pulled her onto my lap.

"What's wrong boo?" (Y/N) whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

"I just don't want you to see me any differently cause I didn't make the shot." I whispered to her.

"Hey hey hey, never could I see you differently. You were just protecting everyone." She whispered to me. I nodded.

"Alright." I mumbled. Placing my lips onto her neck softly. "Thank you." I whispered to her.

"Anytime my love." I heard her whisper.

Murphy;

I groaned and hit the tree that was beside me. I didn't need to be reminded that my girlfriend could do better then me. I already knew, the beautiful girl that got thrown in jail with her twin sisyer just for being born. But she was so much better then me. A boy who got his father killed and grew up being picked on. She was one of the only ones who didn't, because she was locked under the floor with her sister for fifteen years.

"Hey Murph." (Y/N) called, I turned my head to look at her.

"What (Y/N)? You should go back to camp its not safe." I told her.

"You forgot something." She said handing me my knife.

"Thanks." I mumbled and looked away, normally I would call her a cute nickname or kiss her cheek to make her happy. But I just- I just couldn't do it. 

"Babe what's wrong?" (Y/N) asked grabbing my wrist, she looked down to see my bloody knuckles and signed. "Always beating up nature huh?" She scrowled gently brushing the bark out of the cut and wrapping it up in spare cloth she had. "Now, what is it?" She asked.

"I'm not good enough for you. You  could do so much better then me." I told her. (Y/N) sighed and grabbed each side of my face in her hands.

"I may be able to Murphy, but I'd never dream of it." She told me, I felt the corners of my mouth twitch up as I pressed my lips to hers.