Forgive Me, Forget Me...

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Baekhyun couldn't think straight all day.

Not only did Chanyeol almost hear him out and find out the truth, but also he was so close to breaking down in front of him and he was in turmoil after meeting him in the park and to make it worse he had to share his class with the guy.

 Baekhyun had to do something, anything from Chanyeol finding out so he was relieved that the group didn't ask anything and neither did Chanyeol when it was recess. Baekhyun ran up to the washroom to wipe away his tears that were threatening to fall and locked the door of the washroom to avoid anyone from entering. He sat on the toilet seat and began thinking out loud.

'----/w..would it really matter if I stayed any longer? I mean come to think of it, Ch...Chanyeol shouldn't know and he will try every-way and every-day to know and there is no s..stopping him. What do I do? Chanyeol, I.. I wish I could lean on you just a bit, but....but.. I don't know anymore. W..Whether to live and continue to be a trouble for your existence or....or to die and take the truth to the grave. I really don't want anything happening to you but what choice do I have. It's...It's not like you care and it's...it's not like I care about my life or my past which I had to share with you. Death is decreed on every soul. Maybe...Maybe today my roll came earlier./----'

He composed himself and got out of the washroom to go to the cafeteria and get his last meal done.

He somehow managed to avoid eye contact with the group who were cheerful and joyous.

----/I wish... I wish I was also one of your causes of happiness Chanyeol... but I can't do anything besides hurting you more./----


Baekhyun managed to not cry in front of the lunch lady and walked away with his tray towards the one place he new that no one would bother him.

The terrace.

He kept his tray down on the ledge of the roof of the three floors high-rise and looked down at the cars and the field where the children played.

----/ who knew that the last memories of a friend-less person would consist of that very emotion. Well I guess I have to die with despair in my heart. How fitting for a person like me./----

Baekhyun climbed on the ledge and stood there staring at the sky smiling as he saw his worth-less life flash before his eyes. He stood there and smiled.

"Goodbye, Chanyeol. Goodbye, world" were the last words he spoke as he leaned towards the ledge and fell to his death. As he saw the ground approaching, he heard Chanyeol's voice and cursed his mind as all turned black.

Pitch Black.

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Chanyeol couldn't believe his senses as he saw the boy fall to his death as he ran to the ledge to catch him but saw him tumble down to the floor instead. As he lay there motionless with a cloud of red surrounding him, and the crowd gathering, the boys stood there too shocked to move a muscle.
Quickly,like as if a fuse ignited in him, Chanyeol ran down the stairs to reach where the boy lay, smiling and twitching as his smile vanished and he lay there dead.
Chanyeol looked at him as the others followed him and reached the same spot and saw him fade away. Chanyeol could feel his heart racing and slamming against his ribs as they begged for freedom from the cage.

"OH MY GOD! SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE??!!!!!!! " Kris screamed and Chanyeol fumbled with his pocket to reach out to the dial-pad and the rest was a blur consisting of the excruciatingly painful ride in the ambulance, to the hospital rush, to the electric heart-starting thing they use to bring it back to life, Chanyeol was emotion-less as all this happened.

Everyone was. As he sat down to wait for the results, he couldn't help but glance at his blood-soaked white shirt and blue blazer,

" Ch..Chanyeol, you okay?" He didn't bother looking up to see who asked and just replied with a mere nod, but he knew, and so did everyone, that no one was "okay" as they sat there retrieving their breath they didn't realize that they held for so long.

Hours passed and by every tick of the clock, Chanyeol couldn't help but think of the worst and let his tears fall undeterred.

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OMO OMO OMO ?!!!!!!!!!!?
BAEKHYUN IS GONNA DIE!!!

CHANYEOL IS GONNA CRY!!!!

D.O. IS GONNA TRY,

TO MAKE EVERYTHIN ALRIGHT!!!!!!

WELL THAT BIT RHYMED AND LOOK FORWARD TO REGULAR AND BY THAT I MEAN DAILY UPDATES OF THIS FANFIC COZ THIS IS TOO INTENSE AND, UNLIKE OTHER AUTHORS WHO WRITE INTENSE STORIES LIKE THIS AND LEAVE IT HANGING FOR THE READERS MISFORTUNE , I CAN'T HELP BUT UPDATE MORE TO SATISFY MYSELF.
ANYWAYS, THOSE WHOSE FILLED MY NOTIFICATIONS WITH VOTES AND COMMENTS, THANKS A TON AND ALSO DO LOOK FORWARD TO ANOTHER FANFIC IMMA GONNA WRITE,

BAEKYEOL THAT IS      |( ̄3 ̄)| ,

AND THAT IS A BIT,.... OKAY MAYBE A LOT, SUPERNATURAL AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET STARTED, AFTER THIS HAS ENDED THAT IS,...


*fangirls in the corner*
....,OR I CAN MAKE ONE LIKE THIS, THE ORDINARY LIFE KIND. DO TELL ME COZ I VALUE YOUR OPINIONS A LOT.
\\Annyeong//~~Bows 90 degree.






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