A touch away: a baekyeol tale {COMPLETED}

When I'm Gone, Forever...

PLAY THE MEDIA!!!!!

_______________________________________________________________________________________

"B-Baekhyun's diary?"

Chanyeol fumbled the pages open and open to the first page.

"

12th, August

Dear diary

Chanyeol left me waiting in the park again.

I swear I'll kill him one day. He does this all the time and I have to wait there looking like a loner.

Uggh!! Park Chanyeol! When will you learn???

Anyways, I still love the only person who would look at me.

Sarangaheo! Chanyeol-ssi!

~Baekhyun"

"This kid." Chanyeol smiled at the poorly written in crayon page as he realized Baekhyun had written that when he was around 8 years of age.

He turned the next page. But that got him terrorized.

There was blood spattered everywhere.

"

28th, September

Today finally I was free from the hospital.

I know it's been a long time since I wrote in you, but forgive me.

I couldn't find Chanyeol at all, no matter how much I searched for him. Chanyeol where are you. Perhaps your wondering where did the blood come from?

From my wrists.

I waited far too long.

My body is far too weak.

My mind is far too unstable.

My heart is far too broken,.

My life is far too destroyed.

And I, I wish for Chanyeol to be where ever he is,

Happy and free.

~Baekhyun"

Chanyeol couldn't help but soak a tear onto the page on that diary as he progressed further into who knows what pain lies behind the facade he would put up.

"

30th, September

All I can think about now is how to better my situation.

I have no place to go. The hospital kicked me out after a few days.

I have no food. I depleted my resources a long time ago.

I have no relatives. They are dead or untraceable.

I have no hope. That part had died a long time ago.

I seeked the orphanages for help and managed to get into one.

I have no new friends; they think I'm weird. I can't disapprove them either. Plus I don't want anyone near me anymore. I've seen too many people die around me and I have lost faith in myself to protect them.

I can't take it anymore.

~Baekhyun"

Chanyeol gently let the book fall onto the floor he was seated on as he brought his knees closer to himself and cried without uttering a single sound, as he let all that seep in.

"Baekhyun... Why wouldn't you tell me all of this?"

Chanyeol said as he hadn't noticed that he had cried himself to sleep

___________________________________________________________________________________

HEARTBREAKS................HEARTBREAKS EVERYWHERE

WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I CRIED WRITING THIS CHAPTER.

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE AND I HOPE YOUR ALL..... SCRATCH THAT, WE ARE ALL READY TO FACE THE NEXT ONE.

THANK YOU FOR THE RESPONSE "~~PRICE FOR PEACE~~' RECEIVED

~BOWS 90 DEGREE AND DIGS A GRAVE FOR SELF