Moment That I Met U

Chapter 8: I am Maine, DubSmash Queen

Inner voice sumo-sobra ka na ha! it felt good to scold my inner self at the same time feeling stupid doing it. Maine hayaan mo na, wala makakapigel saaken! I left Rhianna's room and went to my own to settle my issues with myself, where there I still continue on arguing with her. Maine tama na yan... Walang makakapigel manahimik ka!

I stood up and checked myself in the mirror, "Maine, ano ba nangyayari sayo?" sabi ko sa sarili habang chini-check ko ang aking complexion, swerte ka, blooming ka ngayon kaya siguro may gusto sayo si Alden.

My eyes widened, "Sure ka may gusto sa akin si Alden?", Oo tingnan mo, I took a closer look at my face, full lips, gorgeous eyes, plus as a bonus great personality, ano pa ba ang hinahanap ng Alden na yan na wala ka?

"Ayan ka nanaman eh, pinapaasa mo ako, pero I like the way you think, ano pa ba ang hinahanap ni Alden..." for once I agreed with my inner self, "sure ka may gusto sa akin yun?" Oo naman... Ikaw pa haba kaya ng hair mo. I untied my hair and let it loose in front of my chest. diba? ganda. Maganda ako, magandang-maganda ako, ikaw maganda ka ba? Bumalik sa dubsmash ulit ang utak ko.

"Wait, wait, wait... paano mo ba alam ang lahat ng ito? May alam ka ba na hindi ko alam?" Girl, I only know what you know were the same person remember?  

Bigla ulit akong bumalik sa normal, and stared at myself in the mirror "jusko, ano ba ginagawa ko ngayon?" Namomroblem ako sa maliit na bagay. Never over complicate something simple, Inner self advices me. 

"Apo ng boss mo, ang crush mo, dapat pag work, work lang, wag isama ang love life," that's why, there was never an us and there will never be an us, kaya please, wag mo na ako landiin. "Pero paano pag may chance." hindi si inner voice ang nagsabi kung di ako, "paano kung gusto ka nga nya, paano na?" I told you never complicate, never ever complicate...

Biglang tumakbo sa isip ko si Alden na nagdudubsmash. Darling I... will, be loving you... till, we're seventy. Huling-huli ko sa salamin na kinikilig ako habang inisip si Alden, "Huy Maine, Focus."

But I can't help it his smile and his dimples are too hypnotizing, sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling, at sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw, ang mundo ko'y tumitigil... "Maine focus, focus!"

Alden teka lang, inner voice stopped him from singing, mag-usap nga tayo, inner voice sounded serious, teasing aside, inner voice wasn't playing around, direchahang tanong, I just have to know are you pregnant. Kala ko ba seryoso huhuhu... No I'm not pregnant doc nakakaloka! Kung hindi pa ako titigilan nito ni inner voice baka masiraan na ako ng ulo. "If you're not going to be serious then I just have to do it all by myself," pero teka Maine isn't that what you're doing right now, talking to yourself?

"Alam mo napipikon na ako sayo," I pointed at myself through the mirror. "Maine focus no dubsmash, no Alden, no sa lahat! Just peace and quiet. I just sat there quietly with my eyes closed and my legs crossed, Maine tigilan na natin 't-

"Shh!" I shushed myself, and my imagination slowly changes and moving away farther and farther away, soon I was alone, just sitting there, waiting for something to hit me.

Then I hear a voice, hindi si inner voice pero si, Wish I may, wish I might, find a way to your heart, wish I might be the sun to warm you all through your life. "Alden."

"What about him?" I jumped, si Rhianna nasa likod ko, pumasok sya sa loob ng kwarto ko habang nagtotoothbrush.

"Wala, wala may naisip lang." Sa tingin ko playing it off, is slowly not effecting Rhianna anymore, as she gave me a look that made her look like she wasn't believing me.