Yes,No,Maybe

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Ciara POV

I'm at Drake's house with everybody else,including Chanel. She apologized for what she did the last time I seen her and we moved pass it. Today I'm gonna make up my mind about me and Nicki's relationship and I'll tell her. So far I don't see why we can't try to fix our marriage,I'm just gonna ask her how bad she really wants to continue this,observe how she acts today,and make my decision. She comes into the living room and sits on my lap.

"Uh uh,what you think this is?" I ask

"Ain't nowhere else to sit" She laughs

"Oh well,sit on the floor,you and Zahir could play with the blocks" I chuckle

Me and Nicki are like best friends right now and I lowkey don't want it to end but I know things won't be the same if I leave it how it is.

"As much fun that sounds like,I don't wanna sit on the floor" She says

"Yo heavy ass" I playfully groan

She turns to look at me and gives me that 'now you know damn well' face. I laugh and she puts all her body weight on my right leg.

"I deadass wanna fight you sometimes" I laugh

"Fight me" She laughs while playfully nudging my head

"Now you wanna square up" I smirk

"But they so called not back together yet" J'Shawn whispers

"We're not" I say

"This says otherwise" Tyla says while point up and down at me and Nicki

"This says being cordial and friendly" I say

"Keep telling yourself that" August smirks

The doorbell rings and Drake goes to answer it. He comes back with a bag full of the Chinese food we ordered,I get my food and Nicki feeds Zahir. She said she wasn't hungry but we got her food just in case.

"I wanna talk to you" I say to her as she finishes feeding Zahir

"Ok" She says

We stand up and go into the hallway,I take a deep breath while grabbing her hand.

"I have a decision in mind" I say

"Nicki,I really do love you,but I need to know how much you really want to continue this" I say

Before she says anything her phone starts flashing,indicating new messages. She looks at her phone with a worried,stressful,and aggravated look.

"What's wrong?" I ask

"Um,nothing" She says

"I know it's something or you wouldn't be looking like that" I say

"Give me your phone" I say

"W-what,why?" She stutters

"If it's nothing you shouldn't have to question anything" I say with my hand out

She shakes her head and I snatch the phone out her hand and look at the messages shown on the lock screen.

(516) 536-4733: I want you to be mine already

(516) 536-4733: You wasn't saying none of that last night when we kissed

At this point my mind was spinning and having trouble processing this.

"Who is this?" I ask

She stays silent and avoids eye contact.

"Who.Is.This?" I ask

"Alan" She says lowly

That's just great! I give her her phone and walk away from her.

"Ci wait! It's not what you think" She says

"Whether it's what I think or not,why are you still in contact with him?" I ask

I roll my eyes and continue walking away from her. Do I want to be with Nicki? To be honest,now I don't know. I don't know what to expect from her anymore.

A/N: Smh! Y'all think Ciara changed her mind? Next update soon!

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