Lust?

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Nicki POV

Today I was shooting the third to last scene with Alan and I couldn't wait to leave. I walk out my dressing room and onto set,I stand in front of Alan and he smirks. Before we started this specific part he kept trying to convince me that I liked the kissing scenes and I'm starting to wish I would've listened to Ciara,I think Alan does like me and I'm kinda confused as to what to do. I ignore it and get into my character.

"And action!" The director says

"I thought you would be gone by now,didn't your shift end 1 hour ago?" He asks

"I decided to stick around for a while" I say

He locks the door and I sit the paperwork on the table. He walks back over to me and kisses me while sitting me on the table.

"Brandon,you know we can't be seen" I say

"I don't care if I lose my job,this rule that workers can't date each other is gonna end sooner or later" He says

"Let's just wait til it does" I say

"Alright" He sighs

We shoot for another hour and I change back into my regular clothes and start walking towards the exit.

"Nicki,wait" Alan says

"Yea?" I ask

"I'm sorry about how I came off earlier but I really like you,I'm not trying to ruin your marriage but I thought you should know" He says

So he does like me,wow,ok.

"I figured you did,but I'm faithful and you have to respect that" I say

"But be honest did the kiss mean anything to you?" He asks

"No and stop asking me that,it's only acting" I say as I start to walk away

"Alright,I'll see you next week" He chuckles

I get in the car and sigh,what did I get myself in. Alan is an attractive guy,he has nice eyes,smile,he has a sexy ass accent,and he's just gorgeous. I'm not even gonna lie,every time we do a kissing scene I like it. What am I doing,why am I sitting here lusting over a guy when I have a beautiful wife who's pregnant. It's not wrong to think someone is attractive without saying that you want them right? At the same time I don't like the kissing scenes cause it feels wrong. Who was I trying to convince though,me or Alan.

A/N: Looks like Nicki is stuck in the middle,do you think it's wrong to lust after someone while you're in a relationship or no? Next update soon!

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