Livin It Up (Sequel to Make It Last Forever)

I'm Done

Ciara POV

Nicki just dropped Zahir off and she kept asking me to talk to her so I decided to.

"How've you been?" She asks

"Ok" I mumble

"You need help with anything? Zahir? The house?" She asks

"No" I say

"What you been up to?" She asks

"Onika stop beating around the bush,what do you wanna talk about?" I ask

"I wanna apologize for what happened,I never meant to hurt you" She says

"But you did" I say

"I really only went to his house to talk to him,I never meant for it to go that far" She says

"You betrayed my trust so bad,sometimes I wanna slap the shit outta you,cry to you,or forgive you,but I know I can't do either" I say

"Why can't you forgive me?" She asks

"I can't forgive you that easily" I say

"What can I do to show you that I'm really sorry?" She asks

"I don't know and I don't care,whatever you want" I say

The reason I'm not opening up to Nicki or thinking about how I feel is because I don't wanna cry,not for me,her,or anybody. I'm tired of all this pressure and I could care less if Nicki shows me how she's sorry,she chose to do what she did.

"I tried to work this out but I'm done" She says

"You tried to work this out?" I chuckle

"Hell yea,here I am tryna convince you that I'm willing to do whatever and you don't give a fuck" She says

"Got that right,you don't deserve any ounce of my time and you'll find out why at a different time and if you can't respect that get out" I say

"If I knew it would be like this I would've never married you,you think everything has to go your way and it doesn't,fuck you,you always been a stubborn bitch anyway!" She yells

I'm not even gonna lie that hurt,I still love Nicki so for her to think I'm just a 'stubborn bitch' and think we should've never got married is like a big slap in the face. I feel myself start to tear up and I resist the urge to slap her.

"I didn't mean to-" She starts to say but I cut her off

"Stop,fuck you too and since I'm a stubborn bitch,delete my number,give me back the key to the house,I'm signing the divorce papers and you will too whenever they get to you,and have a nice life Onika,sucks it had to end this way" I say

She tries to say something and I stop her. She sighs and walks out the door,I put my face in my palms and take a deep breath as the tears escape my eyes.

A/N: Damn Nicki,that was a little harsh,what do you all think? Next update soon!