Who Am I To Say?

I Didn't See That One Coming

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Lumipas pa ang mga araw, linggo, at buwan. At halos dalawang taon na kaming mag jowa. 20 months, to be exact. Tho, minsan nag aaway kami. I mean, normal naman yun diba? Pero di talaga minsan maiiwasan ang isang major major na pag aaway na kadalasan, humahantong sa hiwalayan.

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It's our 20th Month of being boyfriends and girlfriend. It's November 20, 2011. I was not feeling well that time. Oo, red flag ako. But, okay naman kami. (Nung umaga) But suddenly, something came up. Around 11 AM, I got a text from an anonymous number saying,

"From : unknown

Hey. Better watch out for your guy. Baka di mo na mamalayan, iniwan ka nalang bigla."

I was actually shaking while reading the text I received. And damn! Mas lalo atang naging OA ang isip ko. Pinagdugtong dugtong ko pa ang mga pangyayari this past few days.

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Flashback ..

Saturday, 3:39. I received a text message from Love ❤

"Hi! I missed you! Like really! Can't wait to hold your hands again like before. Can't wait to kiss your nape again. Keep safe!"

Yeaaaaah. That NAPE tho! I can't remember a time na hinalikan niya ako sa batok. Lips nga di ako komportable kahit smack lang, batok pa kaya? Putangina! I replied.

To : Love ❤

Can't remember that time you kissed my nape. By the way. How was it kissing my nape, love?

Just as soon as I sent that message, I found my phone ringing and the caller i.d. is Paul.

On the phone ..

[Hi love! Sorry love! Nakitext kasi si Dennis. Na wrong send pa tuloy sayo.] He said. But i can feel tension in his voice. I shook my head. Trying to control my anger.

Ako : yeah? Really love? So, where's Dennis? Can I talk to him? I think it should be him asking sorry about it and not you, LOVE. (Oo. tangina may diin ang LOVE)

[Love? You're just upset. Sorry na nga diba? Tss] he hissed. At ang gago nag TSS pa. TSSinelasin ko siya ee.

Ako : Whatever you say, love. I gotta go. I'm studying. Matulog kana.

I didn't wait for him to speak again then I Ended the call.

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Aba tanginaaaaaa! Anong nangyayari? Dati, na wrong send DAW kaibigan niya. Then ngayon naman, someone's texting me. Or should I say warning me. Ayys. Pinilig ko ulo ko. Di naman ata. Okay naman kami ee.

11-20-2011 3 PM

Nagising ako. Nakatulog ata ako sa kakaisip nung text sakin. Hayss. Hinanap ko phone. Tiningnan kung may message. Binasa ko naman agad.

From : Love ❤

Hi Love! It's our 20th! You know how I love you so much! Can't wait being with you again! I love you!

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Oo, ngayon palang siya nagtetext sakin ng Happy Monthsary. Eh putangina lang parang last month monthsary namin ee alas kwatro palang ng madaling araw tumawag na siya. Kingina lang ee.

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Hayyss. Pero since inlababo nga si lola niyo kay boyfie, kinilig pa din ako. Tangina na nga ee. Traydor na feelings. Dapat nagtatampo ako ngayon pero eto, kinikilig pa rin ako. Pero sa kabila ng kilig at ngiti, deep down my heart, I know somethings wrong. So Imbis na replyan ko, tinawagan ko siya. Lately kasi hindi na kami nagkakausap ee. Tumatawag nalang kami para mag away. Tsk!

On the phone ...

Kring ...... Kring ...... Kring .......

Putangina tatlong ring walang sumagot. Dial ulit.

Kring ... Kring ....

And after 2 rings, someone answered the call. Fvck! I feel strange. Then suddenly, ....

[Hello?]

Oh, fvck! Parang nangyari na'to noon. Deja Vu? After a while ....

[Helloooo ??] Mejo naiirita na ang boses.

I feel my body stiffened. Ohmyghad. <///3 I know that voice. That's the same voice way back 1 yr ago who said Paul is in the bathroom.

[Helloooooo??? Di ka ba magsasalita? Sino ba 'to?]

It's Cristine. I cried as silent as I can. Until I heard a door opened and closed and a voice that really gave me a pang pain in my heart ...

On the other line :

[hey, Cristine. Who's that?]

Ahm, babe. I don't know. It's not talking. Wrong number I guess Paul baby.

[Let me see .. *air gap* oh shit! Hello love?! Hell ------- ]

Ako : YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME.  *sobs*

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After I say those words, I end the call. And for the first time in my entire life, I die. <///////3

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HALA KINGINA LANG. NAIYAK AKO HABANG SINUSULAT KO 'TO. PUTRAGIS NA PERSLAB YAN. HAHAHA