Trying Again

Chapter Four

The rest of the day was just as boring as I remember. Finally it was time to get home, oh yes oh yes oh yes! I went to the parking lot, waiting for Chris to come. What Ken said really made me thinking, I don’t think that he meant it, but his face was really very sincere, it seems so true. I’m the type that loves to over think. Does he finally like me? What did he really meant by ‘she just doesn’t know how much I like her’? Was he just trying to make some girl jealous? Was he only joking? I don’t really want to see him, for I might just have my old feelings back to him, as I can take a very long time to drop something, but I would take just a quick moment to pick up what I drop. Which worries me.

I stopped myself from thinking further and just think back about my homework for today, but sadly, I didn’t have any homework today. As much as I didn’t want it to happen, Ken shows up next to me. I was staring at the floor and didn’t really notice Ken’s glare on me. He snapped his fingers, and I just shook my head and looked up to him. He had this very worried look in his face. Without even thinking, I kissed his cheeks. Shocked, he just stood there. I just realised what I did. I couldn’t really think about the words to say. “I-I..I’m sorry Ken. I just wanted you to relax.” Wow. That came out not bad. I mean, it was really why I did it in the first place. Ken smiled and leaned in to me. Wow..that’s too close, but I couldn’t stop looking into his green eyes, I tried to look away, but my eyes just won’t let me. Just that moment, I realised. I never kissed a guy before! Am I going to lose my first kiss? I mean, I was planning to keep it for my husband, it could be something so sweet, you know? My husband is my first kiss, but my cousin totally made a point when she called me to gain experience because when the day comes, and I just found out that I’m a horrible kisser, it would just make my husband lose interest in kissing me! Right? Wow, I’ve gotta have my own opinion.

Then I notice he was getting closer, his lips were just inches away from mine, how do I react? He’s my old crush! I just put on a very blank face. He then said “I know you wanted to kiss me all along.”. I scoffed and pushed him away from me, “You stupid bastard!”. He just laughed while I was figuring out what was my emotion. I was embarrassed, yet angry, while I was glad too. So, what is it?

Author's Note :

Hey guys! I have to say that I can't guarentee everyday uploads for I come back from school around 8 due to some sports thingy~ I'm so sorry~

But since it's still early, hopefully I can write and upload more to keep you guys busy~ Hehe

Hope you guys aren't mad yet! ^^

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~Lina