Trying Again

Chapter Eight

He turned me around. All I could do is to stare into his beautiful green eyes that seems to have some much stories in them. We stood there just looking into each other's eyes, like some electrical connection is happening. Wow, everything just seems like its just him and me, like we are the only people in the world. I'm starting to get butterflies in my tummy. What a strange feeling it is, I really feel something inside my tummy tickling me. He leaned in closer, and all I did was mirror his actions. I took a second to think if I really wanted to just give him my first kiss. Well, what's so wrong with him? He's cute, funny, charming, and he just likes me for me. Well, I think. I didn't want to think about it, so i just kiss him. I can tell that he was a little shock, considering that he didn't respond. After a while his grip around my waist tighten as I wrapped my hands around his neck, deepening the kiss. His hands slid down to my *ss, gripping it hard. I can't help but to moan into his mouth. I can feel the edges of his perfect lips go up as he was smiling. I start kissing his neck as both of us were kind of breathless. He moans softly. I pulled back. I totally want more! It's my first kiss for crying out loud! Now I know why everyone around me calls me to just lose my first kiss, the feeling was really were nice!

He smiled. I bit my lip as I start to feel butterflies again. What the heck is wrong with those damn butterflies?! "Aww, Bunny..you look so cute" . I snapped out of cursing those imaginary butterflies only to notice the muscles on my face, I was scrunching my nose. "Huh? Cute? What I do?", ok..obviously I know what I did. But come on! He praised me! It doesn't always happen to me, so I'm just enjoying it while it lasts. " I said you look adorable.." he kissed my cheek. "So, still want to go to the park or would you want me to bring you to the pet store?" .Clearly I was confused at what he was talking about. I raised my eyebrows, not needing to say anything, Ken said " Before I kissed you? You wanted to play with that puppy?".

"Oh....OH YES OH YES OH YES!!! TAKE ME TAKE ME TAKE ME!  I wanna go!!". He laughed and pinched my cheeks, " Isn't there anything that you do that isn't cute? ".

I shot him a smile. He laced his fingers with mine as we started walking.

I couldn't help but to keep staring down to the floor, I was feeling so happy, but yet I was worried that he realised that he made a mistake by kissing me, well, I mean responding to my kiss. Maybe he just wanted to toy with me? But players like him would want to go for girls with a chase right? I don't think I was giving him a hard time trying to woo me. Was I? I shook my head at the thought of that. Certainly I was hoping that it isn't true, I mean, finally letting him back into my life was already something big for me. Maybe if he left me now, I wouldn't hurt that much? At least, I don't think that I would break into a million pieces considering that he just lifted me up like 10 inches off the ground. But what if I do break? I mean I did like him last time, and it wasn't really that easy for me to forget about him and stop my daily fantasy about him confessing his love to me in this french restaurant while some dude was entertaining us with some violin action. Ok yes, I love to imagine! I'm a girl! It's totally normal for me to dream! At least I think it is. Isn't it?

Author's Note :

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If you noticed, Ken and Celina's relationship is really going quite fast, isn't it?

And yes, Celina really loves to talk to herself, doesn't she?

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Loves!

~Lina