One Last Time

chapter 34 - the hurting thruth ....

We walk in side after ... Mac immediately climb on my shoulder . His wearing a handsome 90's cool guy ...like when cool people brush up there hairs , wearing leather jackets,black sunglasses, boots with a vandana tied up on their foreheads... now he climb on my shoulder and gesture to Kath for permission ... she agreed then he took me to Tommy ...

Tommy : hey !! Long time no see ... you become very busy ...

I just nodded ...but I noticed that they noticed it ...

Mac : is there something wrong ?

Tommy : you know usually ... I know you don't just answer as by just nodded you surely answer yeah ....

Scott : I'm just tired ... and mom kinda leave to go New York ...

Mac : now we know but for now you better saved your energy coz we are partying all night long ...

After talking to Mac and Tommy Jessica came ... and I don't know what tot do ....

Jessica : hey guys !

Tommy : where you from I went to your place but you already left ...

Jessica : I just meet with new friend ....

Mac : so who is this new friend ?

Jessica : um... his a friend of mine ... but not important .... ( she fake a laugh)

I felt so awkward right now and ... I'm not feeling well ....

Scott : I just go find Kath...

Jessica : your leaving ?? Just stay here for a while ...

Scott : I really need to see her ...

Jessica : please ... stay here ( she hold my hand tight )

I look at my hand with her hand .... I don't now what to do ...I can't just declined her coz she's begging me and its awful if I do that .... but I can't stay here coz I'm in danger zone ...

Kath : babe !

I look at Kath and quickly wiggle my hand for her to let go ... I know she saw it ...

Kath : Scott , I miss you ... ( as she kissed me )

She hold my face and my neck pulling me closer to her ....she's deeppening the kiss ... I know she wants to make Jessica jealous .... after wards she pull away ....

Kath : I love it ....

I smile and look at my friends .... Jessica was looking at the table and looks like not happy .... I can feel the her in here ... so I ...

Scott : um... I will just get some drinks ....

Tommy : I'll go with you ....

Mac : me too ...

While walking .... we are nibbling at each other ...

Tommy : what are you planning to do ? ( in a sarcastic way )

Scott : I don't know , I just want to escape from the awkwardness there .... but maybe you should comeback there ... and just check if they are doing great or they are killing each other by words ....

Mac : I think its not right to come back ...

Tommy : why ??

Mac : coz its awkward you know ... we just need to hurry up picking this drinks ....

So I grab some beer for me and Kath .... tommy took two and Mac took only one ...

We walk back to our table then put the beers on the table ....I saw Kath pale like she saw a ghost ...

Scott : what happened ... ??

Kath : nothing .... w-we should b-better go t-there ....(as she push me )

Scott : your pale ... are sure your okay ?

Kath : yeah , I'm fine ...

Jackson : hey !!!

I knew that voice its none other than Jackson that irritating voice make my ears bleed ...

Jackson : hey ... Kath , you look so pale .... like your scared ... are you afraid?? ( in a sarcastic voice )

She just silent and walked away ....

Jackson : alright Kath .... I admit it ... I'm jealous . I'm jealous on Scott and I can't accept that you just ... dump me for him ... now you can get back to me ...

Kath : Jackson stop it !! ( now she's about to cry )

I'm not in a good mood plus this ... I cant take it anymore ... he should et something from me so that I run to him and punch him into the face and then Mac and Tommy hold my arms to stop me ....

Jackson fell down with bleeding lips ... I was so angry and I can't handle my self ... but when I et the temper they let me go ....

Jackson : you should never did that ! ( as he punch me )

I fell on the floor but I quickly get up and punch him in the face again and again ... but Mac and Tommy hold me again .... and the others to Jackson ....

Jackson : I'm really sure that if you know the truth you realize that you should be cursing your girlfriend than punching me !

I look at Kath she's crying and not looking at me ... I'm not feeling right anymore ...

Jackson : hahaha !! You know, I know your smart ....but I can't believe that you didn't noticed ! .... in the first place, why would Kath was pursuing you to be her boyfriend after our break up ? Because she realized that she love you more that me ?... boy wake up !! You know she's just using you ! She just love you just to make me back to her !! Wait, not love . USED ! Am I correct , Kath ?!

I look at Kath , she's crying very hard ... now I knew but I need to make sure ...

Scott : is it true ?.... ( as my tears fell down )

Kath : Scott ... I can explain ... Scott ! ( as she hold my arms )

Scott : just tell me yes or no ! ( I yell to her )

Kath slowly nodded and that's all I need .... I walk away with much pain in me .... Kath chased me .... its like my heart was taken without some numb injection .... I thought that she love me , I thought that there's a chance for me to be truly loved .... but she just only proved to my self that I was a fool to let her in in my life ....

Kath : Scott let me explain ! ( as she make me turned around )

I turned around and saw her face ... there was a little in me to make her explain but ... there is so mush in me to better leave .... I can't take seeing her ...

I drive home so fast as fast as I could . I don't even care if I got accident ... coz all I feel is pain .... I didn't even parked the car ....I just run to my room and stormed out ....

I throw the keys in my bed .... punch the door so very hard ... I can't feel that pain in my bleeding hands ... I wipe all the books even my computer ... throw the bed sheet ...anything ... after that I just sat the corner of my room ... crying ...

I was thinking that ... even though you love someone and all you give to her was love and care she can even make you hurt and fool ...

She really brougth a mark in my heart ... I thought I was loved , I thought I was cared , and I thought it was true .... but its all a show , a show that makes me think that love isn't true its just a fantacy and fairy tale that doesn't happen in real life .... I was living in my dreams and now I was waken up and its all just a dream ....