Twisted Fate

Chapter 10: Party now, feel sorry later

Chapter 10: Party now, feel sorry later

10 am nung magising ako. Tulog parin si Bré, tumayo na ako at naligo tapos nagbihis na. Grabe 'tong babaeng to. Nagulat ako sakanya kagabi..

(Last night)

We all got drunk. Kaya hindi na kami nakapagligpit ng mga kalat namin. Kanya-kanya na kaming punta sa kwarto. Naaasar ako kay Ervin honestly, halata kung anong balak nya sa babae, yung babae naman game na game naman. Bahala sila sa gusto nilang gawin, wag lang sana babuyin bahay ko. Nung nasa room na kami ni Bré, naghanap na ko ng extra na matress para sa baba na ako matutulog. Kaso wala akong nahanap, kaya yung kumot ko nalang yung nilagay ko sa floor. Nasa cr si Bré, medyo naparami kasi ng inom kaya ayan nagsusuka, sabi nya maliligo pa daw sya. Paglabas nya ng cr knuha nya yung kumot ko sa floor tapos nilagay sa bed. "oh bakit mo kinuha?" pati unan ko kinuha din nya. "tabi tayong matutulog" sagot nya.. she was wearing my shirt, wala raw kasi syang dalang pantulog. Malaki sakanya kaya yun ang binigay ko para presko syang matulog. Binigay ko rin sakanya yung pajama ko, but she refused to used it, pangit daw kasi.kaya naka-underwear lang sya. Hindi ko alam kung nananadya ba sya. I didn't argue with her kaya tumabi na ko, and besides malaki naman tong bed. Umusod sya palapit sa akin, humarap ako sakanya.

"ang gwapo mo noh?" sabi nya

"thanks" natawa ako sa sinabi nya

"tapos maganda rin katawan mo" nakakailang na ata

"you should sleep now, it's 3am already" sabi ko nalang but she touched my cheek, and then she kissed me. Dala na rin siguro ng alak kaya hinalikan ko rin sya. It's as if someone else is controlling my body. Medyo nakaangat yung ulo nya kaya she moved so she would be lying on top of me. She removed her shirt and kissed me. My hands were moving on their own, traveling on her body, then her lips went on my neck. I rolled her on her back and kissed her hungrily. She took off my shirt, we were still kissing. She put her hand on my neck and pulled herself up. This scene looks familiar, feels familiar..then I remembered the girl, that night. and then I remembered Sam. God what am I doing? I said hindi ako gagawa ng masama. Tinulak ko sya palayo sakin kaya napahiga ulit sya, mukhang nagulat ata sya "whats wrong?" tanong nya

"I'm sorry..I cant do this, I-I have a-

"you have a girlfriend, I know" sabat nya sakin

"you know?" she nodded. "then why did you-

"Ervin said it's time that someone should teach you how" hindi ako makapaniwala sa sinasabi nya.

"Ervin?" she nodded again "and you followed him. Wow. I can't believe he told you that. ok fine I haven't..you know? but dapat pa ba nyang gawin to? g*go talaga..hey is that why you-

"kissed you earlier?yep..and that thing at the swimming pool was part of my plan to seduce you" kailan ba ako papatapusin ng babaeng to sa sinasabi ko?

"you shouldn't have listened to him Bré"

"I know.. I'm sorry" tapos tumayo sya and picked up the shirt, ako din nagbihis na..humiga na sya, nakatalikod sakin.

"Bré.. I'm not mad at you, It's just that...I want you to respect yourself. I'm sorry I lost control, but you're drunk, we both are. And I don't want us to regret what we've done when we're both sobber" tapos humarap sya, nye bat sya umiiyak? pinunas ko nalang yung luha nya then smiled at her

"ang swerte naman ng girlfriend mo sayo" she said..then she snuggled at me. Hinayaan ko nalang sya. "good night Seth"

"good night Bré" I answered.

(end of flashback)

Bumaba na ko and went straight to the kitchen and saw Ervin. Naalala ko yung sinabi ni Bré.

"hoy manyak! ikaw kung ano-anong sinabi mo kay Bré" sabay batok sakanya

"bakit totoo naman ah, birhen ka pa dude" sabi nyang nakadukmo

"paki mo ba?"sagot ko, habang kumukuha ng eggs and bacon sa ref

"so ano.. may nangyari ba?" tanong nya

"natural wala! ni hindi ko man nga girlfriend yung tao tapos gagawin namin yun?wag mo nga kong itulad sayo"

"tsk! mahina talaga" narinig kong bulong nya

Natapos na akong magluto at gising na rin ang lahat kaya nagbreakfast na kami ng sabay-sabay. Tapos nung 12 na umuwi na yung mga girls. Nagsorry pa sakin si Bré, hindi ba dapat ako yung nagsosorry?Tapos umalis na rin si Benj. Babawi raw ng tulog sa bahay nila, malikot daw kasi yung nakatabi nya kaya hindi nakatulog. Tapos si Leo at Ervin natulog ulit pero nandito nalang sa sala. ano kaya pinaggagawa ng mga ito at puyat sila?haha.

I checked my phone, 7 messages and 13 missed calls, all from Sam. Agad kong dinial yung number nya...

"hello?" she answered

"good morning.. you had breakfast na?" I asked sweetly

"uhm.yes and actually lunch na rin" ay tanghali na nga naman pala

"haha buti naman kung ganun, may lakad ka?" i asked again

"oo eh..alam mo naman diba?"

"yeah yeah I know. Sunday is family day."

"you got drunk daw?" sino namang nagsabi sakanya?

"oo eh"

"ah.. eh sino katabi mong natulog?" u-oh.. eto na nga ba sinasabi ko.

"yung friend ni Ervin" sagot ko

"babae..." it wasn't a question

"uhm....yeah" what's the point in lying pa diba?

Then binaba na nya yung call. Galit sya sa akin. Binasa ko yung mga massage nya.

Message 1 & 2: good morning hon!

3: haay tulog pa ikaw.:-(

4 & 5: happy 9th monthsary honey!

6 & 7: i love you!!!!!!

Tinignan ko yung date. August 12 nga pala ngayon. Tsk! ang tanga mo naman Seth! tapos sinabi mo pa na may babae kang katabing natulog kagabi! Nasaktan ko na naman sya, ang dami ko ng kasalanan sakanya. I dialed her number pero nakaoff na, I texted her parin. "honey I'm sorry. Nothing happened I swear! please talk to me. i love you" Nakakaasar talaga ako! aalis pamandin sila ngayon, hindi ko man lang natanong kung saan. Wala din akong number ng mom nya.

I feel very guilty with what I've done. She probably wont forgive me anymore. Kagabi lang I had so much fun, but now... I've never felt so sorry before.I never wanted to hurt Sam, I don't wanna lose her. Ngayon pa ba na I'm starting to fall for her? I know it's quite late.. but she has always been special to me. That's why losing her would be so painful. I promise this will be the last time that she'll feel the pain and disappointment. I will not hurt her anymore. I'll treasure her and make her feel the most special girl in the world.