Twisted Fate

Chapter 45: Kilig Much!

Chapter 45: Kilig Much!

"Would fate ever give me a chance to be your girl?

Just this thought makes my head twirl

Could there ever be a chance that you'll choose me over her?

I"ve been dying to ask you that but my tongue wouldn't dare..."

Ganito ba kapag in love? Nilabas ko na naman kasi yung journal ko, at nagsusulat na naman ako. The last time I did this was.... I don't know, I don't remember anymore. 11 pm na and it's past my bedtime, pero hindi parin ako makatulog dhil iniisip ko siya.... May chance nga kaya?

Kagaya ko kaya siya? Hindi makatulog dahil iniisip yung mga oras na magkasama kami? Parang imposible naman eh, malamang ang iniisip nya eh yung girlfriend nya. The perfect Samantha. Oo perfect talaga, wala naman akong panama sakanya eh.

My phone rang and I reached for it, muntik pa nga akong mahulog sa kama ko dahil sa sobrang excitement. Akala ko kasi si Seth. Pero iba pala... yeah medyo nadisappoint ako.

"Hello?" bungad ko.

"Ali-cat..." si Cyrus, he sounded so lonely.

"Hmm. Late na, may kailangan ka?" tanong ko. I actually don't know how to speak to him right now, especially after nung last encounter with Seth.

"Wala naman. Ali are you still mad at me?" para naman siyang bata.

"I... uhm. I don't know Cy."

"Sorry na. Please? Hindi ko naman sinasadya eh, I guess nafrustrate lang ako dahil wala akong magawa para mahalin mo ulit ako" he explained.

"Cyrus. Tapos na kasi yun eh. Matagal na yun. Please wag na nating pilitin?" pakiusap ko sakanya, alam ko na kasi ngayon kung ano ba talaga siya sa buhay ko. Yung naramdaman ko skanya nung bumalik siya, dala lang yun ng mga memories ng mga panahon na nagkasama kami. I guess I missed those happy moments with him, and that made me think that I might still have feelings for him. Galing ko noh? Nabasa ko lahat yan sa internet hehe. Kung hindi ko pa nakita malamang hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin alam yung gagawin ko kay Cyrus.

"B-but Ali..."

"Please understand Cy. We can't be more than friends. Yes I do love you, but I can't love you the way you want me to. I know it's cliched but... that's how it really is" I don't want to hurt him, but I don't wanna lie to him either.

"Are you sure? Alison I can still-

"Cyrus naman eh, wag na makulit please?" alam ko kasi magdadrama pa lalo siya.

"Ok then. Hindi na kita kukulitin" he said finally.

"Friends?" tanong ko.

"Yeah whatever" mahinang sagot nya sa kabilang linya.

"Cy-

"Joke. Ofcourse friends tayo, pero... Maghihintay parin ako..."

"Cyrus naman eh"

"Ali-cat. Huwag mo namang alisin sa akin yung karapatan na mahalin ka. Please?" halos nagmamakaawa na yung boses nya.

I sighed, "Bahala ka..." as if naman may magagawa pa ako. "But please don't expect anything more"

"I wont. I promise. Thank you Ali. Good night" tapos binaba na nya.

Tss. Boys.

Ibababa ko na sana yung phone ko pero tumunog ulit, and this time hindi na ako nadisappoint sa kung sino man ang tumatawag...