Remenissions (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 82

Lana's POV

"So when do you leave?" My Mom asked me through the phone.

"Um, the day after tomorrow Mom." I said smiling.

"And then you'll be back here." She said.

"Well on the East Coast Mom." I pointed out.

"Yes well, but still home." She added. "I just worry about you three being so far away."

I smiled, you three, it was so sweet. "I know Mom."

"How is it all going anyway sweety?" She asked.

"Tiring." And that wasn't a lie, all the travelling was wearing me out.

"I wished you stayed at home honey." Mom said. "I thought it might get a bit much for me."

"Mom I couldn't have stayed at home." I said smiling and I couldn't have, there was no way I could have gone that long without seeing Matt.

"I know, I know, Matthew." She said laughing and I laughed with her, my mother knew me so well.

Speaking of Matt, he walked out of the bathroom and smiled, pointing to the time.

"Mom, we have to go." I told her. "Last show tonight."

"Well have fun, and call me as soon as you're back in the country." She said quickly. "And say hi to Matt for me."

We said our goodbyes and I hung up, smiling at Matt. "Time to go?" I asked him.

"It is." He told me, grabbing a few things. "Are you ready?"

I looked down at myself. I had a nice dress on and some pretty shoes, you could see my belly, but that couldn't be helped. Did I look bad?

"No Lana." Matt said and I looked up at him. "I meant are you ready to go, baby you look beautiful."

"Oh." I said laughing. "I wish I could wear my undies."

"So do I babe." He said putting his arm around me and leading me to the door. "But I'd probably get jealous at everyone looking at you and you'd probably end up arrested."

We laughed as we headed to the elevator. I couldn't help it, everything just felt uncomfortable to me, around my stomach and around my boobs and the only time I felt comfortable was when I was in my undies and my little singlet top. The less the better.

We  made our way downstairs and when we got there Jimmy and Johnny were waiting for us.

"The other's have already left." They told us as we headed out to a car that was there to take us to the venue.

Of course they'd already left, as if Marty would want to be seen in my presence. I wasn't sure what I'd done to Marty, but this whole tour, the whole time, she'd been ignoring me, it was like I wasn't even there. Did it bother me? Yeah, it did, but I had Matt and we had our baby and that was all I wanted to concentrate on at the moment, the two loves of my life.

Matt and I sat in the back and he had his arm around me while I leant my head on his shoulder. I really had loved this tour, I loved getting to see Matt perform, I always had. He was such a natural and always a joy to watch. Besides, like I told my Mom, there was no way I could have gone this long without seeing him and I was pretty sure Matt felt the same.

"The party should be good." Johnny said, trying to make conversation.

We all agreed with him, the party should be good and I'd agreed to go. I didn't feel much like going to a party, but it was for Matt and I'd do anything for him. I knew he wanted to go and I also knew if I said I would just go back to the hotel he would insist on coming with me and I wanted him to have fun.

We arrived and went inside, as usual it was busy, people running around and Matt took my hand, leading me to the side of the stage.

"I gotta get ready." He said smiling. "I'll see you before we go on."

"I hope so." I murmured as he kissed me.

I closed my eye's, enjoying it. I never would get enough of his kisses, ever.

I watched him head off, disappearing into the mass of people and I glanced around. Marty and Rachel were standing to the left of me, and imagine, they were ignoring my presence again. I was used to it to be honest and I wasn't as bothered by it as I was at the start of the tour.

"Hi." A girl I recognized said, walking over to join me. "I'm Jenna."

"Hi, Lana." I said and yes, I did recognize her. She was the wife of one of the guy's from Of Mice And Men and they'd just finished playing.

"Last show." She said smiling. "It will be nice to get back home."

"Yeah." And I had to agree with her.

"So." She said smiling. "How far along are you?" She asked, indicating to my belly.

"Six months."

We hit it off, it was just a shame that it was the last day, I would have enjoyed hanging out with Jenna on this tour, but I got to hang out with her tonight, she was going to stay with me while Avenged played and I was glad she was.

Matt walked over to us, followed closely by Aaron, Jenna's husband.

"We're on." He told me smiling. "Get a better view."

"We will." I told him as he kissed me and Me, Jenna and Aaron moved closer to the stage as Matt ran off, disappearing from view.

I always got a bit of a thrill when the guy's ran out on stage, their shows always excited me and I loved watching Matthew do his thing, he was such a natural and he loved it so much.

I wasn't the only one who enjoyed it, I thought as I put my hands on my belly. I'd began notice at the last few shows, as soon as Matt started singing the baby went crazy, bouncing around everywhere.

"Oh." Jenna exclaimed. "Is she moving?"

I smiled at the word she, I didn't know what I was having, but I had feeling it was a girl. Only a girl would love Matt as much as I did and this baby always went crazy whenever Matt was around.

"She sure is." I said grabbing her hand and placing it on my stomach.

Her eye's grew wide and she grinned at me. "She knows her daddy."

I nodded, yep, she sure did know who her daddy was and if this was any indication she was going to be a complete daddy's girl.

I smiled, watching the guy's perform, watching Matt and laughing as Jenna kept rubbing my belly. It was a great finish to the tour and the only downside was Marty. I'd seen her glaring at me, glaring at Jenna. I only wished I knew what I'd done.