Remenissions (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 48

Lana's POV

I can't believe she hit me. That bitch slapped me right across my face. I would have reacted, but it was such a shock, such a surprise, I didn't see it coming. It hurt like a bitch too and I was embarrassed that I actually cried in front of everyone. Marty got me an ice pack but I just wanted to go home.

We said our goodbyes and got in the car. Matt wasn't talking and I wasn't sure what he was thinking, perhaps he was glad he didn't marry that crazy bitch. When we got home I grabbed an ice pack and went into the living room where Matt was sitting back on the couch with his eyes closed.

I looked at him, he looked upset and I was worried about what he was thinking, well until he started telling me he was going to leave, then I panicked. I didn't want him to leave, I didn't want him to leave ever and thank god he didn't actually want to leave.

I smiled to myself as he told me he loved me again. I could listen to him tell me that a hundred times a day, it was just something I'd never get sick of.

I closed my eye's, smiling. Now we were on the couch, kissing and well, Matt's hands were beginning to wander and I didn't mind, not at all.

He gently ran his hand down my arm and across my breast, stroking my nipple. I leant in, closer to him, encouraging him. This is what I really wanted, but I was nervous, very nervous.

His lips made their way down my neck and I felt his hand caress my arm and down my back. We were still sitting up, but damn I wanted to lay down. I felt Matt's hand move across my back and hesitate slightly before grabbing the tie of my bikini and pulling on it. I felt it loosen and I felt Matt's hand move to my neck, tugging on the tie there. I felt my bikini to slide down and off and Matt pulled me closer to him, kissing me. I felt his hand move to my breast and he cupped it gently, stroking my nipple, then he pushed back gently, laying me onto my back.

"Lana." He murmured, kissing my neck.

I closed my eye's, holding my head back while he kissed my neck. "Hmmm?"

"Lana." He said again as his lips travelled down my neck.

"Yes." I whispered, only it came out as a moan because at that moment Matt had taken my nipple in his mouth, sucking it gently.

He started laughing softly, moving his lips next to my ear. "Lana, I have wanted to see your boobs since I was fourteen." I couldn't help but laugh. "They're as fantastic as I imagined."

"Matt, really." I giggled, putting my hands in his hair.

"Yes really. Now." He said propping himself up with hands. "This couch is not big enough."

"And?" I asked, looking up at him, smiling.

"And can we go to the bedroom?"

"I guess." I whispered.

Matt stood up and held out his hand, I took it and he pulled me to my feet, leading me to the bedroom. I was beginning to feel very nervous. This was Matt, Matt my friend, Matt who I'd known for a hundred years and if this happened, things would never be the same between us again, we were taking things to a new level.

"God Lana." He said smiling and reaching out, grabbing the front of my shorts and pulling me to him. "Take these off." He murmured, and I felt him pop the button.

I closed my eye's, concentrating on his kisses as he undid the zip and slipped them slowly off my hips, hooking his fingers into my bikini bottoms and sliding them down with my shorts.

He ran his hands up my back, pulling me against him and kissing me deeply.

"Lana." He murmured against my lips, walking me backwards. "Babe, you're amazing."

I smiled against his lips as I felt the bed hit the back of my legs. I kissed him again before sitting down, looking up at him. I reached out and grabbed the front of his shorts, planning on undoing them, when he grabbed my hands.

"Not yet." He murmured, pushing me back gently. "Lay down."

So I did what I was told and I laid back, moving up the bed. Matt laid down, kissing me, his hands going to my breasts again.

He began kissing down my neck, and while I had some idea what he was doing I still cried out when he finally made it up the inside of my thigh, his tongue caressing me.

I closed my eye's, biting my lip. Fuck it felt so good and I was ready, so ready and I kind of wished Matt would hurry up because I really wanted him.

"God." I moaned, wrapping my hands in his hair, pushing myself against his tongue.

Jesus, I was cumming already and I closed my eye's, enjoying it. Matt knew exactly what to do and I was doing my best not to scream.

"Fuck." Matt mumbled, moving up so he was over the top of me. "Damn Lana." And he kissed me.

I was about to wrap my arms around his neck when he got up on his knees, looking down at me. He smiled and reached down, popping the button on his shorts. I really wanted to help him get them off but I couldn't, I was enthralled and as he slid them down and as I saw him, hard and ready, I bit my lip in anticipation.

Matt smiled at me and raised his eyebrows and I couldn't help but laugh at him as he moved above me.

"Shh." He whispered, kissing me, pushing gently, guiding himself into me.

I closed my eye's. It felt so fucking good.

"Damn Lana." Matt murmured against my lips. "Why didn't we do this in school?"

I kissed him to shut him up, closing my eyes as we started moving. God it honestly was the best sex I'd ever had and it wasn't long before I was moaning softly, grabbing onto Matt's back, holding him close as I came again.

"Oh god." I cried as Matt began to move faster. I couldn't help it, the feeling was wonderful.

Matt buried his face in my neck as he came, and I felt him shudder, slowing down, then turning his face to kiss me.

We stayed silent for a little while, lost in our thoughts, until finally Matt rolled off, next to me and pulled me into his arms.

"How's your face?" He murmured, stroking my cheek gently.

I smiled. My face wasn't bothering me at all. "It's fine." I whispered, turning to look at him.

"Good." He said kissing my nose. "Now, let's just lay here for a while." He murmured and we did.

I closed my eye's smiling. I was happy, really happy. Matt, my Matt, he made me so happy and I still couldn't really believe we were together.

"You're not falling asleep." He murmured softly, kissing me.

I shook my head, opening my eye's. "No."

He smiled down at me, tucking my hair behind my ears. "I love you Lana." He said smiling and kissing me softly. "I'm fucking shattered that I didn't realise it sooner."

"All that matter's is that we're together now." I whispered, touching his cheek.

"I know." He whispered. "We are together, and we are going to stay together."

I snuggled up against his chest, smiling. He was right, we were going to stay together, we just felt right together. I never believed in soul mates, but if that theory was true, if they really existed, Matt was mine and I was his. I don't know how I knew it, I just did.