Imagines H.G.

He finds out

Y/N POV

I was sitting on the couch with my boyfriend, Hayes watching a movie. I was sitting sideways on his lap with my head on his shoulder, his left arm was around my back holding my waist and his right arm was draped across my legs, drawing little circles on my outer thigh. I was just wearing an under armor sweatshirt and basketball shorts.

About half way through the movie I feel hayes' hand start to slide higher up my leg and I start to panic. My shorts start sliding up but before he could see anything I yanked my shorts back down to my knees.

He kept his hand to himself for a few minutes but then I felt it creep back up my thigh, and before I could reach for them they were lifted almost half way up my thigh. My breathing got heavier as Hayes looked down at my leg, his eyes widening as he sees the little pink and white lines on my legs.

He looked up at me teary eyed, but before he could say anything I jumped off his lap, bolted up the stairs, ran into the bathroom, and shut and locked the door. I slid down the wall and cried scared of what his reaction was gonna be.

After a few seconds I was sobbing and I could hear hayes' footsteps coming up the stairs which only made me panic more.

"Y/n? Are you in there?", I hear Hayes whisper through the door, his voice sounded raspy and sad.

I answered with a sob.

" baby girl, please let me in" he says.

I slowly stand up, wipe my tears, and hesitantly open the door with my head hung low. I hear a sniffle and look up a little to see Hayes standing there looking down at me with wet eyes.

"Were those self harm scars?" He asked, his voice cracking a little bit.

I let my head fall back down and slowly nod.

"Why baby girl?" He asked sobbing, pulling me into a bone crushing hug.

"Because I feel like I don't belong", I say wrapping my hands around his torso, "Im always messing something up. I'm selfish. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I just ruin everything and I'm tired of looking at myself. And I'm even more tired of living with myself", I sob into his shirt.

"Baby girl look" he says pulling away from the hug and turning me around to look at myself in the mirror.

I take one glance at myself before looking down not being able to stand looking at my reflection.

"Look", he repeats.

I lift my head up and look at his reflection instead of mine.

"You are the most beautiful girl in the entire world. You're not fat. You're not ugly. And you don't ruin everything, I don't know what I would do without you. You always keep me organized. I'm just a better person with you", he explains, pecking my neck in between every sentence.

"I love you so much", he says bending down to my legs kissing every scar on my thighs not missing one. Then moving to my stomach kissing the ones there. And lastly my arms kissing my scars on them.

By now I was sobbing uncontrollably, just thinking about how much someone who can mean so much to so many people can care for a nobody like me.

He stands back up and wraps his arms around my waist pulling my into him as I wrap my arms around his neck.

"I love you so so so much", Hayes repeats and kisses me with so much passion, " but why didn't you tell me. I could've helped you through it".

"The last person I told thought I was a freak and left me, and I thought If you found out you would think the same and leave me. I can't let that happen. I can't let you go", I sob

" I would never leave you, if you promise me you wont harm yourself anymore" he says.

" Hayes I can't promise that" I say thinking this was it. This is where he leaves me.

"Then promise you'll try. It hurts me so much knowing that you do this", he whispers leaning his forehead on mine his lips brushing mine.

"I promise", I say truthfully, pressing my lips onto his. Kissing him with as much passion and thankfulness as possible.

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Sorry guys this ones kind of short but I'm running out of ideas so make sure to request. And shout out to adorable_Hayes for being awesome and voting on all my stories. She seems like the only person interested in my story. But make sure to vote and comment. Love you!