This one is for hayesgriers_wifey, even though we've never met she has helped me through so much and I love her.
Y/n pov
I stand in the shower and let the nuke warm water cover me. I let my thoughts cloud my mind as I wash myself.
I wash my hair and think about how it's not long enough, or its the wrong color. I wash my body and think about how it's not perfect, how I don't have a flat stomach or a perfect thigh gap. I finish and wash my face, making me think of my acne, and the fact that I don't have a perfect complexion.
I rinse off my face wash, step out of the shower, and wrapped myself in a towel.
I walk out of the bathroom into my room to pick out clothes and see Hayes laying on my bed on his phone. I don't mind it and proceed to pick my clothes out. I get distracted by some commotion outside and look out the window.
It's just skate and sammy laughing, so I turn around to walk back to the bathroom but run into something solid. I look up and see Hayes smirking at me. I walk around him but stop when I feel a hard tug in my towel. I gasp and turn around to face Hayes.
"What the hell, Hayes? You could have seen my boobs",I scold him as he holds the end of my towel.
"And? What's wrong with that?", he says bring me closer to him by my towel.
"My confidence level isn't that high so, I'd rather not have people see my body",I say, still trying to get away from him.
"Well when is your confidence level going to be high enough", he asks.
"When someone can show me that they care about me and not what I look like",I say looking down.
"Can I show you?",he whispers as he pulls me the rest of the way towards him, so my towel, covered chest is pressed up against his bare one.
I shake my head and back away, but he just holds on tighter.
"Hey, please?",he asks pulling me back to him.
"If you promise to mean it. To be gentle and passionate. Not just because you're horny",I say looking him in the eye.
"I promise, a million times. I would never do something you wouldn't want me to or hurt you in any way", he says, genuinely.
I nod, giving him the sign that it's okay. I close my eyes not wanting to see his reaction, as he unties my towel and slowly slides it down my body. I feel his hands reconnect with my hips and he runs them up and down my sides.
"You're perfect, Taylor. Absolutely beautiful",he whispers. I open my eyes and smile at him. He smiles back and leans down to kiss me.
During the kiss he picks me up bridal style and lays me on my bed. He gets up to shut and lock the door and I cover myself with the blanket.
He walks back over to me and looks at me with a disappointing look.
"What?",I say thinking he already got sick of looking at me.
"You don't have to cover up. You're beautiful",he says again. I smile shyly, and take the blanket off.
He lays over top of me, but just enough do were not touching, and gently kisses my noes.
"Do you want to do foreplay so it doesn't hurt that much?",he asks as he tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear.
"Um...sure",I say. Being a virgin and trying to understand what he's talking about is hard, but I'll figure it out.
"Don't worry, I'll try not to hurt you. Just tell me if I am",he says reassuringly.
He takes his pants off and gets back on top of me. He lowers himself to my lips and presses ours together. I feel him running his hands all around my body as he wraps our tongues together.
As we make out I feel his hand go down, in between my legs. He circles the inside of my thigh slowly then starts trailing upwards. As soon as he gets to where I want him to be, I gasp and wrap my arms around his neck.
He rubs little circles in my heat as kisses me more deeply. He lets go of the kiss and goes to my neck. He leaves little hickeys wherever he goes. He goes from my neck to my chest, to my stomach. Leaving a trail of hickeys down my torso.
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He finally gets in between my legs and kisses the top lightly. He then gently licks it and goes further down. I moan as he gives me more pleasure, but get embarrassed and stop. Hayes noticed and says something.
"That noise was beautiful. Please do it again",he says. I moan louder as he goes back down. I feel pressure and my stomach tighten.
"Hayes", I breathe out softly.
He lifts back up before I could release and gets off the bed. I groan from the ecstasy and wait for him to come back. He goes to his jeans and pulls out a little gold package.
He walks back over to the bed whilst opening the package. He pulls his boxers down and I start to shake seeing his size. This is going to hurt like a bitch.
He rolls the condom on and crawls back on top of me. He kisses my nose, noticing my shaking.
"Ill go slow. If anything feels wrong or hurts, just tell me. I'll stop. I promise",he says looking me in the eye.
I nod and prepare myself.
He places himself in the right place and pushes his tip in. It already hurts but I don't want him to stop. He pushes slowly and goes all the way in. He waits a few seconds for for to adjust to his size.
"Y-you can move now",I studder feeling embarrassed afterwards.
He pulls out then pushes back in again. The pain starts to fade, replaced with pleasure. He groans and leans his head on my shoulder, as he starts to go faster.
I grab his back and start to drag my nails down it as he groans louder in my ear, turning me on more. I moan and kiss his neck.
He starts to go even faster and I start to feel an uncomfortable pressure in between my legs.
"Hayes can you um, slow down a little bit, please?",I ask. He slows down and kisses my forehead then my noes then he gets to my lips.
He kisses me lightly and I feel my stomach start to tighten again. I squeeze his length with "me" and release. (Ugh I cannot say that word)
He thrusts a few more times and releases into the condom. He pulls out, kisses my forehead, and disposes of the condom. He comes back and lays beside me. I cuddle into him as he light runs his nails down my back.
"That was amazing. Thank you",I say looking at him.
"You are so beautiful and I love you so much. If you ever feel low on confidence or you start to doubt your beauty, just come to me. I'll fix that",he smirks. I slap his chest and laugh.
He kisses me one last time before pulling me in and falling asleep with me.
