Sorry guys this isn't an imagine, but I just realized that I've been two months clean.
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Its been the hardest two months ever but I got through it. Everyday I think about cutting. I want to so bad, but I know it would be selfish.
Also if you follow me on any social media please don't say and about this. Nobody knows except my old friend.
The "he finds out", imagine was kind of true for me. I told my best friend and he thought I was a freak and didn't want to talk to me anymore. He hates me now and I don't know what I did.
And I was at lush (a store) the other day and I was getting a hand massage and the lady saw my scars, and gave me the most disappointed look. That made me feel terrible.
I know my problems aren't as bad as other. I know I'm a selfish person. But I wish people would realize that I know that. That I want to die everyday for being selfish. The only reason I don't is because I don't want people calling me selfish when I'm gone.
Anyway sorry for my little rant I'll update later. I love you all and know that I'm here for you - kayden
