That should be me

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Throwback ^^

Hayes pov

There she is again holding his hand. I see them everywhere. At the park, cuddling on a bench. Or walking down the halls at school holding hands. Its like everywhere I go to get away from them I always end up running into them again.

I keep walking and realize she's walking towards me. I look up and shes standing right in front of me.

"Hey Hayes, so Mr. Roberts made us study buddies for history so do you want to come over to my house or do you want me to come over to your house?",she rushes.

"Um you can come over to my house",I say.

"Okay let's go then",she smiles then skips off.

We walk home and she talks most of the way, I'm not listening though. The whole time I think of why she's with him and not me. I start to get pissed off and push my thoughts away. We make it to my house and I open the door for her.

Of course she doesn't notice though, she's to busy texting her boyfriend.

She immediately goes to my room as I shut the door and follow her. I walk in and see her sitting on my bed and smiling at her phone.

"Alright are we going to start or are you going to be texting him this whole time?",I ask, getting aggravated.

"Actually, no. Where not going to start until you tell me what the hell has been up with you",she says standing up now.

"Nothing",I mumble and set my backpack down.

"No don't play that 'nothing' bullshit. I know somethings wrong. We used to be best friends and now we barely talk.",she says raising her voice.

"Why don't you ask you boyfriend that",I say raising my voice too.

"What?",she breathes out.

"Is that what this is about?! You're jealous of him so you get all pissy with me",she yells.

"Yeah, okay, I'll admit it. I'm jealous. Happy?! I just can't stand it anymore. That should be me!! Holding your hand. Making you laugh. Buying you shit and kissing you in front of other people. I loved you first. I knew you longer. But you were blinded by him!!",I yell, tears running down my face.

"Hayes I'm sorry. I love him. And just because you said that doesn't mean anything changes with him and me",she says, crushing my heart.

"I know. But just remember if he breaks your heart I'll be here for you",I say hugging her. She pulls away and looks me in the eyes.

"He won't",she says then picks up her stuff and leaves my house.

I fall onto my bed and cry until my head hurts and my eyes are burning.

I just lost my lover and friend.

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I haven't updated in forever. Like wtf. Anyway I didn't put a name in this one because I'm to fucking lazy. And I just want to go to bed but I still have to shower and blow-dry my hair😭😭

-Mac #RIPAUNTSHARON

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