From My Mind To Yours

Unforgivable Deed

I have sinned

Done the worst thing

Hurt the ones I love

Made them cry

I cannot forgive myself

I am a disgrace

I am ashamed of myself

I will feel the pain

That I have given my lover

Scarring myself

So I will see them

See them everyday

To see them as a constant reminder

A reminder of what I've done

To torture myself to remember

To remember my terrible deed

An act that I cannot cleanse

From my soul

It is stained

Stained with this pain

Tears sting my eyes

And it feels like someone is

Gripping my heart with clenched hands

Squeezing and tightening their grip

Leaving me to struggle

Struggling with myself

The monster I have become

Now I have to deal with this

Unforgivable Deed

I have become my worst nightmare

I have become....

A monster