Mellifluous Murmurs

Tonight; A Night So Divine

I live with strings and pieces that stick out of my chest,

I layer my life out; between fluid and zest. 

A planner is probably what I need

but it isn't information that I'm in keen for, it's nothing I'd ever feed.

I shelter my head from the rain drops that come from above

tonight my life should be planned out, maybe I might as well even learn to love.

I don't believe in any immediate mediocre; not even a single slice

my fingers roll around the dimensional object in my palm and I mortify myself once I realize it's a dice.

It's time to let it go; go out and start again, from fresh and dawn, 

the sad soul of mine thinks it's easy, easier at least when the world spins and I rest my mindless head on the freshest of grass out here on the lawn.

It's time to give up the ghost, shelter the spirit, die in this beautiful church

it has come for us to stop an endless question and just start a search.

There is a part in this world that we all don't know about; perhaps the corners they lie

maybe on purpose, perhaps on coincidence.. it is the perfect destination for us to all come together, rest, and finally die. 

The night is so dark, but so grasping; I would want to feel each inch of it 

my hand feels the moon and over the crescent I sit.

I soar up high into the hands of the galaxy and its surrounding stars

the higher I go, the more I can reach up to see the unseen and discover the planet Mars. 

I taste the milkyway and die in its arms

but I wake up to the sound of not one, but two alarms.

"Get your life together, the rainbows are fading!" 

I replied so cunningly, "It's okay, because my life has already started shading."

The hands of the unknown I rest

what I interest myself in, I smile but inside of me it's what I detest.

Hell awaits my arrival, 

but it has always had me on its list as the number one rival.

The Lord of all the land has opened his arms to me

and with that, I dive into His divine beauty and bend down and rest on one knee.

I plead his forgiveness and later on he carries me towards him in a rhythm so mild 

"do not fear loved one, you will always be my beloved child." 

I wake up in a coffin so white yet so peaceful 

my senses awaken to realize I have gone back to stage one of being fetal.