Mellifluous Murmurs

I Finally Let Out

I took a breath

also I felt relieved.

I was so hurt 

but I needed to mend the pain by lending it over

to a friend; a teacher

perhaps a soul

even an older generation of no relation..

I cried

and I let it all out once and for all, 

my burdens vanished

they decayed into a spirit of will

it melted into a gush of goodness, 

said took its turn into a shell of might. 

I knew this person was hiding somewhere, somewhere far

yet so near

somewhat a nightmare

yet somewhat so presenting and life giving; 

opportunity bearing.

I knew that I was cornering myself far beyond the unexpected

near the piercing horizon..

I pierced myself because 

I knew that one day 

I will finally let out 

and 

today is that day.