Mellifluous Murmurs

Heal My Heart

A/N: Been a long long while.. I honestly felt a tad bit inspired. Coffee inspires, eh? I've got a lot of stuff up my sleeve, so hopefully I could reveal what seems to be a piece of not only joy, but a sting of agony and lust– desperation. I felt like a little part of me was gone without shedding a little poetry out of this vermillion blood of mine. ;)xX

I perceived you differently

I didn't know your motives

Your motives were one

But I didn't see the devil in your eyes

At least not yet..

I had a slight scratch

On my collar

From your paw and its venom;

–vengeance

Who would've known I cried red

Who would've known I bled black

Who would've known I shed soul..

Still she cries

The little girl in me

After each flu shot

Because I stare at that empty space

Of where you should be standing

I look upon your eyes

Which don't exist in the presence of Lord's light

But only in the devil's sin.

Still she cries

The little girl in me

That stands before a large mirror

And starts reminiscing that time

I left the light on

Because there was a little hope

In my tiny, infallable heart that maybe– just maybe,

My bedroom door would fly open

And you'd walk in with tears

You'd tell me you're sorry

You'd tell me you'd never leave me

You'd tell me you'd stay

But you didn't.

I sit before you today

And give you a piece of my heart

I give you a piece of my air supply

I give you a piece of me–

But it's too late;

For in a couple of days, 

I'd be long gone into the wilderness

I'd be long gone into the arms of these clouds

I'd be long gone,

And it would probably never bring me back.