Mellifluous Murmurs

Feeling Of Belonging

Oh if you could see me now....

I wouldn't think you'd see me the same

Probably a sight of blame or maybe even regret 

But that could never occur to you 

Because you took that rage and tossed it onto my shoulders 

And you shook that burden and melted it onto my palms 

I loved at least a little bit of you

The one that I tried to accept as nonetheless of a flaw 

You laminated my heart and sealed it till ischemia rolled around; 

giving me no reason to seize 

the moment

I took that opportunity and breathed the remaining handful of air 

But apparently I couldn't 

I won't continue with because this time 

I'll just reason 

Like the philosophy of Descartes 

Or maybe the greatness of Aristotle

I can't decide 

I write this with pain that dwells on the very inside of me 

I get a notion from the evil look in your eyes 

That little piece of hope inside of me dies 

It dies every time I steal a glance at your face of two sides 

It dies! 

I'm so regretful that I let you in through my thick and heavy chambers 

Into not only my heart