A smile so broken and a heart so shattered..
I seem unimportant but my mind changes in distinction when I know that this entire plan was to lay me out as a display.
It worked majestically.
I am hurt, my eyes droop and cross
I think maybe my living was to be contrasted and conveyed in your eyes.
I am so hurt, you pierced my confidence in this world
You took my breath away with no single hitch, I am completely silent and uttering a word may seem like a possibility gone completely unknown for a chance.
There is definitely something in this world that is stopping me and that is you
You make me look down at myself
I wish I never counted you as a disciple in my life
You don't deserve to reside in such a comforting place
If other benefits make you feel at home then just let me be
There are no chances in a relationship but I know certainly that I shall give you one because I don't trust you
I don't know how to trust you
You're a stranger that was once a generation
But right now I shall turn my back on you
I am not worth waiting for your arrival of apprehension
I don't loom out into the empty and stained wind dumbfounded
I am not going to open my arms openly towards you when you haven't even considered love
In your life
In your existence.
I took your soul and wiped it clean
You took my heart and beat it with a demonic vision repeatedly
Scarred should be a given understatement to say
I was a saint now turned sinner
I am afraid to turn out like you
But don't worry one bit because I have eyes wide open
I am aware and select with my choices
I fix my broken pathways
I stich unhealed wounds
I sketch my untold pieces
But I don't betray my blood
YOU ARE READING
Mellifluous Murmurs
Poetry❁ Freedom is allowing the crisp air to guide you through this forest we can call society. ❁