Mellifluous Murmurs

Masked In Black

A smile so broken and a heart so shattered..

I seem unimportant but my mind changes in distinction when I know that this entire plan was to lay me out as a display. 

It worked majestically. 

I am hurt, my eyes droop and cross

I think maybe my living was to be contrasted and conveyed in your eyes.

I am so hurt, you pierced my confidence in this world

You took my breath away with no single hitch, I am completely silent and uttering a word may seem like a possibility gone completely unknown for a chance.

There is definitely something in this world that is stopping me and that is you

You make me look down at myself

I wish I never counted you as a disciple in my life

You don't deserve to reside in such a comforting place

If other benefits make you feel at home then just let me be

There are no chances in a relationship but I know certainly that I shall give you one because I don't trust you

I don't know how to trust you

You're a stranger that was once a generation

But right now I shall turn my back on you

I am not worth waiting for your arrival of apprehension

I don't loom out into the empty and stained wind dumbfounded

I am not going to open my arms openly towards you when you haven't even considered love

In your life

In your existence.

I took your soul and wiped it clean

You took my heart and beat it with a demonic vision repeatedly

Scarred should be a given understatement to say

I was a saint now turned sinner

I am afraid to turn out like you

But don't worry one bit because I have eyes wide open

I am aware and select with my choices

I fix my broken pathways

I stich unhealed wounds

I sketch my untold pieces

But I don't betray my blood