Mellifluous Murmurs

The Raging Bull

Take me in

Take all of me towards you

I wouldn't know the sensation

I wouldn't've understood... you

Because I'm running for my life

Looking back, I sprint faster

After I spent years looking for you...

Each day is a class

Each class is a nightmare

Each nightmare is my day of 365; onward into another..

And another..

And another..

There, now;

Steady-

I don't understand the days that would go by

One second- I feel your wrath

I breathe in, I grieve

One second- I feel your love

You're just another dark horse running in this fantasy.

Each loose foot on the run gathers all the foolish hearts that flow upon this Earth.

I don't know how yo sleep anymore,

-you found me

I found them;

you found us.

I lost you

The same day I lost myself

The same moment you stole me from this world.

I grew up angry

I grew up defeated

I grew up somewhere;

in between daydream and sin.

I taught myself distance

you taught me evil;

Earth can swallow me now

I know what is weighing in your heart

I know the lust in your eyes

but what I know best is your guilty, gut-swarming feeling

of being alone-

because you tossed me.

There is no close watch to this heart of mine,

Especially in a world like this;

I was in too deep, in your eyes at least,

I was searching

I spent ten years searching

but when I opened this little treasure chest of mine

I found the ashes of my words

I found the crisps of myself,

but when I looked closer,

I found nothing.