Take me in
Take all of me towards you
I wouldn't know the sensation
I wouldn't've understood... you
Because I'm running for my life
Looking back, I sprint faster
After I spent years looking for you...
Each day is a class
Each class is a nightmare
Each nightmare is my day of 365; onward into another..
And another..
And another..
There, now;
Steady-
I don't understand the days that would go by
One second- I feel your wrath
I breathe in, I grieve
One second- I feel your love
You're just another dark horse running in this fantasy.
Each loose foot on the run gathers all the foolish hearts that flow upon this Earth.
I don't know how yo sleep anymore,
-you found me
I found them;
you found us.
I lost you
The same day I lost myself
The same moment you stole me from this world.
I grew up angry
I grew up defeated
I grew up somewhere;
in between daydream and sin.
I taught myself distance
you taught me evil;
Earth can swallow me now
I know what is weighing in your heart
I know the lust in your eyes
but what I know best is your guilty, gut-swarming feeling
of being alone-
because you tossed me.
There is no close watch to this heart of mine,
Especially in a world like this;
I was in too deep, in your eyes at least,
I was searching
I spent ten years searching
but when I opened this little treasure chest of mine
I found the ashes of my words
I found the crisps of myself,
but when I looked closer,
I found nothing.
YOU ARE READING
Mellifluous Murmurs
Поэзия❁ Freedom is allowing the crisp air to guide you through this forest we can call society. ❁