The Agony Of My Tears

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He looked at me with his eyes so pearl blossomed and glossy 


His grasp got ahold of my life bearing shoulders 


And I let a tear slip down my cheek because I felt his utter pain


My father, he is 


His car all busted 


His body untrimmed and not one to shield 


Yet his eyes held a various aspect of all means 


"I'll look after you..." The radio station screamed to the air of the old beat up car that rattled in struggle to move itself across the hill 


The Fray, I noticed was craving the melody of my ears; the agony of my tears 


I realized that this black leather watch clasped around my thin and bony wrist 


Holds the pain, agony, hurt, and cries... 


Because it digested half the time of my life;


Perhaps it has digested all the fifteen years I shed upon this land 


Or maybe you can say that I was a heaven so sweet yet forbidden 


Everything was over my head 


On my neck; like a two hundred pound rock that is going to shove my pale face to the ground


"That's how you'd earn a million bucks!", they'd say.. 


Wow, I thought


I would rather get my hands dirty 


Than have someone get their hands dirty for me


I realized that at the end of the day, 


I was the foolish if I didn't close my eyes and start reminiscing every  spec and spare second of my life 


"Remember" is not so friendly mate, 


It takes me back to the years of long ago 


Ones that made my tears space out like an erupting volcano, or better yet a rocket blasting off into the wide wilderness 

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