Once Again

Prologue: Nowhere to be found

"I am Faber that's all I know about myself. Just the name, nothing more nothing less."

I don't even know who the hell I was!
Frustration just written all over my face.

What's the point of me being here all alone?

What kind of person am I?

I want to know. I really am!

I have so many questions and I don't know, and it hurts knowing the truth that I know nothing. Am I that stupid?

"Loneliness" that's what I should describe what kind of place I am in right now. It feels so lonely. I'm still alive and breathing but, what am I doing in this place. There's nobody in here, it's just me alone.

Is there any reason?

Reason why I end up like this? What the hell is happening?

I'm desperately looking for answers and to know who is behind all of this.

But I'm tired now. Feels like I just have to accept it cause, I can do nothing against it.

But why am I hurting? Feels like I'm falling into pieces. It's freaki'n hurt you know.

I lost my life.

I lost my will to live.

Not only that but I think I lost everything already and I hate it!

How can I possibly be able to live in this kind of world?

How?

The emotions I get everytime I close my eyes. It so full of hatred and pain.

Everytime I fall asleep and woke up in the dark, I feel that stabbing in my heart? Penetrating every inches of it! I can't hold my breath and ended up crying for nothing.

And the most crucial part is..

I know it's really important
to me to know it.

but,

I don't know the reason why
I keep on forgetting it.

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"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."

- George Bernard Shaw

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