I actually do text Connor later.
'Hey'
'Hi whats up'
'Just laying in bed'
'Im watching tv'
'I wish u were here'
I send it without thinking.
'Jude'
'What?'
I didn't know what else to say.
'Um...idk its just u kind of broke up with me'
'I know'
'Jude what r we?'
'Friends'
'No i mean r we broken up, broken up? Or just taking a break...?'
'Idk'
'Did u really want to break up with me'
'Idk'
'U can't just go and play with someone's heart like that jude. So r we broken up or taking a break? Is there even still a chance for us?'
'Theres a chance. Look Connor I do love u, like a lot but right now I'm just in a bad place. I need time'
'R u giving me the "its not u its me" speech? R u being serious'
'Yes I'm 100% serious'
'So whats wrong'
'Idk at the moment'
'R u okay?'
'Idk'
'Well whats wrong'
I turn off my phone. A few minutes go by and he texts me again.
'Jude?'
And again.
'Talk to me plz'
Fifteen minutes, I'm still sitting here staring at nothing, thinking too much and in complete darkness.
'Jude plz!'
'Ok whatever talk to me when u want to talk bye'
It turns 12 and I text Jack.
'Hey'
Within 2 minutes he responds with a 'hi' back.
'Whats up'
'Nm u?'
'Nothing do you want to hang out tomorrow?'
'Sure.'
'Afternoon?'
'Sure see u then'
'K bye'
'Ttyl'
I hear Jesus coming so i turn off my phone and cover up.
"Is he asleep?" Its Callie's voice.
"Pretty sure"
"Okay I'll wait 'til morning"
"For what?"
"To talk to him, night"
Talk to me about what?
"Night"
I hear him close the door and walk to his side of his room. I wait to hear the creaking of his bed as he lays down to open my eyes again.
I must of been up for another hour.
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Dolls in Dollhouses (A Jonnor Fanfiction)
Fanfiction•I still love him• The thing about people is they think you are what you look. If you smile you're the happiest person in the world. If you cry you're the saddest person in the world. What they don't know is the smile is fake and you're crying tears...
