On Monday I once again went to counseling, this time though I opened up a little. I told her about the break up between me and Taylor and what's going on between me and Connor. I don't mention that I dated Connor before and the reason I started dating Taylor in the first place.
After that I head to my class, English. Siris sits in the desk beside me. Taylor is seated in front.
I'm late, like always, so I give my excuse from the counselor to my teacher like I do every Monday and Thursday, and take my seat.
"Hey," Siris whispers.aAa
"Hi," I say backed the best , taking my supplies out.
"I just heard about you and Taylor, you alright?"
I nod.
"Are you dating anyone now?"
I shake my head regretfully.
"Oh well do you want to you know go see a movie?"
"As in a date?"
He nods shyly, blushing a little.
"Um well..."
"You are into guys right? I mean you dated Connor and Taylor so I was just guessing that you swing both ways."
I shrug, "to be honest I don't know what I am."
"But your into guys?" He asks eagerly.
I hesitate, "I mean.... yeah I do."
"Great! So will you?"
"I-"
"Boys no talking," the teacher warns, of course she has to say that now.
"Sorry," Siris says.
After class Siris awaits outside the classroom for me as I gather my things. I walk out passing Siris without realizing it and heading to my locker.
"Hey," Siris tries to catch my attention. I pretend to not hear.
"Hey," he speaks again, this time grabbing my arm and gently pulling me back.
I turn around, "I'll think about it Siris. I have a lot on my mind, I'll text you at the end of the day."
He has a disappointing look on his face but hurries and replaces it with a smile, "okay, have a good rest of the day."
I smile back, "you too. See you at lunch."
***
I'm not surprised when Siris texts me right before lunch, only a minute or two.
'R u sure u can't tell me at lunch.'
Without thinking, and just wanting to get him off my back I type back, 'sure'
I should have known that, that 'sure' was going to lead to a series of unwanted events to come.
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Dolls in Dollhouses (A Jonnor Fanfiction)
Fanfiction•I still love him• The thing about people is they think you are what you look. If you smile you're the happiest person in the world. If you cry you're the saddest person in the world. What they don't know is the smile is fake and you're crying tears...
