Bad ass Brad. {B.W.S}

Thirty two

I'm on the plane staring out the window, reflecting on the past events with Brad. He told me he loves me. After everything we've been through and are going through that is definitely what I needed to hear. To have some reassurance he did really care about me. That was it that's all I needed, and when he said I could tell that he meant it and that me leaving was cutting him up as much as it was me. As cliché as it sounds since I left Brad I have had this terrible pain in me and I feel lost. I'm not sure I want to go back to my step- dad Patrick and my mum. I wanted Brad. I begin to sob slowly and a women next to me took her headphones out.

"Dear" she tapped my shoulder to which I turned to face her drying my eyes. "Are you okay?" She asked looking genuinely concerned for me.

"I'm fine, I have just left my boyfriend in New York and I won't see him for two and a half months." She stared at my sympathetically.

"I know how you feel when I was your age my true love went to the army and was fighting for sometimes 6 months before he'd be home" she went on to tell me her whole life story how her and her true loved ended up getting married and having kids together. I think the main thing I can take from the conversation I had with her was it could be a lot worse. At least Brad is doing something he loves and is not in any kind of danger. I smiled warmly at the women as it was announced the plane was landing.

"This is my favourite part" she smiled to which I laughed and put my seatbelt on. When i got off the plane no one was there to meet me as I didn't tell my parents I was coming home. I went and got my bags and got in a taxi. When we arrived at my house. I went up knocked on the door and walked in.

"Hello, mum? Patrick?" I called out.

"Maddison?" I heard my mothers voice. "Why are you home so early."

"Long story it wasn't working out me being over there, me and brad fought a lot."

"Are you's okay now?" She questioned.

"Never better" I said with a big smile remembering back to when he said he loved me.

"Honey, what happened to your head." My said looking conceded walking towards me and stroking the cut on my head from when I was trying to get I between James and brad and was pushed. I didn't want to worry my mum so I lied.

"Oh that, I fell when I was behind the stage at the boys concert and hurt my head. I was taken to hospital but nothing fatal." I say smiling.

"Well honey I'm glad you are home it's been quite around here without you." My mother says. I laugh.

"Well I'm going up to unpack I'll take down any dirty washing I have." I walk upstairs.

"Okay thank you dear." I pulled out my phone and FaceTimed Brad.

"Hello" he groans the room is dark. Shit time difference.

"Brad I'm sorry I'll call back when it's morning." I go to hang up.

"No, no" he shouts. "I want to talk to you I don't care what time it is. How was your flight?"

"Really good I met a women who was telling my about how when she was my age her boyfriend was in the army so she didn't see him for 6months sometimes so I guess we are quite lucky." I say.

"It could be worse babe" Brad replies.

"I miss you." I say tears forming.

"I miss you too baby. I really want to hug and kiss you right now." I start to cry when Brad says that because I want it too.

"Baby don't cry. I'm going to go as con is staying in here tonight as Olivia is staying with sky-" Brad stops talking. Sky? why the fuck was sky there?

"Sky? Why is she there?" I ask

"Her dad owns one of the venues we are playing at in Canada and she wants to come. She came to our hotel in New York and is traveling to Canada with us on the bus."

"Oh..." I simply say.

"Babe don't worry, nothing will happen." Brad says reassuringly.

"Yeah I know right I'll let you get back to bed." I smile.

" love you Maddison."

"Love you too Brad." With that I hung up.

That didn't feel the same as when we said it at the airport. I can't believe she is there, so typical as soon as I leave she's there. I open my case and pull all my stuff out at the bottom on it is one of brads hoodies with a note on it.

•the note•
I know this is hard babe, it's hard for me too. It's going to be hard not waking up to you every morning, not seeing your beautiful face everyday hearing your voice. It's killing me thinking about it. You mean a lot to me and I really am going to miss you.

P.S you didn't accidentally pack this hoodie I put it in for you to sleep with or wear whenever you want to think of me.

Love you x

-B

A tear falls on to the note, and to think I was so blunt with him about the hole Sly situation. But if can't help but feel nervous. I put on Brads hoodie and climb into bed as I'm so tired due to jet lag and with that I fall asleep with so many different thoughts in my head.

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