Bad ass Brad. {B.W.S}

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Maddison's POV
I wake up and look to my left. Lucy. I think confused staring at her. We had a blanket over us and a bottle of Rosé wine next to us. I slowly get up and go to Ruby's room to check on her. She's not there I burst out the room and downstairs to see brad sat feeding her on the couch.

"Oh my god I totally shat myself didn't know where she was" I say with my hand on my heart.

"Sorry" Brad laughs. "You feel asleep so I took Ruby into our room last night" Brad says and I smile.

"So you weren't all by yourself"

"Nope Ruby gave me cuddles this morning. We don't need mummy do we" Brad says laughing rubbing his nose agains Ruby's to which she giggles.

"Oh my god Brad That's the first time she has properly giggle like that" I say smiling sitting next to them. He does it again and she giggle.

"That is the cutest thing ever." I hear a female voice I turn to the door and see Lucy there with tears in her eyes. "You are such a good dad Brad, wish Connor would be like that" she says holding her head down.

"Brad wasn't best pleased when I told him I was pregnant In fact I think he blamed me as well." I say and brad nods. I go over and hug Lucy but she shakes her head at me telling me not to hug her. I walk back and sit next to Brad and Ruby.

"I did and I'm so ashamed about that now but I know Connor will be a good dad he just needs time to cool off." Brad says handing Ruby to me and hugging Lucy. She hugs him back and starts to cry into his chest. I was quite annoyed because she wouldn't hug me but she was quick enough to hug and brad and he doesn't even care that she's crying into this chest he is just rubbing her hair. I stand up with Ruby push past Brad and Lucy who are still hugging to put Ruby down for her morning sleep.

When I come down Lucy and brad are sitting on the couch and she is crying and telling him how she is scared and brad is rubbing her head and playing with her hair. This feels like cheating right in front of my eyes.

"Listen out for Ruby Brad I'm going out." I say grabbing my coat and going to the door.

"Where are-" is all I heard Brad saying before I slam the door shut. I go round to Connors and bang on the door. He opens up, his eyes are red and puffy.

"Maddison I'm so sorry-" he says before I cut him off.

"Just shut up I'm not here to help you I'm still so annoyed that you tried to hit me I'm here to tell you that Lucy is all over Brad at mine so go and get her and step up and be a father before she ruins mine and brads relationship." I say and he brads his jacket and keys and follows behind me in our cars. When we get in there we walk in and Lucy is sleeping on brads knee and he is watching TV anger starts to flare through my body but i don't say anything in front of Connor. When Brad spots us he shakes his knee to wake her up and she spots Connor.

"Con-" she says before he cuts her off.

"Listen Lucy I'm so sorry I know I'm just as responsible for this as you are and I'm so sorry for making you feel the way did but I'm going to step up and be the man you want and need me to be" when con says that Lucy smiles and runs into his arms. I go up and pack her bag and bring it down to her.

"There you go" I say dumping it I front of her.

"Thank you for everything guys" Lucy says smiling up at con.

"Yeah no bother bye now" I say ushering them out the door. When I close it I turn around and see Brad staring at me smiling.

"House back to ourselves" he says coming closer.

"Eh no I don't think so big man" I say walking away annoyed.

"What's wrong with you?" He asks.

"The way you acted with Lucy, you never treat me like that or confront me the way you did with her, I felt like you were cheating on my right in front of my face" I say tears in my eyes.

"Oh for fuck sake Maddie you always do this, make up stupid things in your head, I love you and no one else why can't you see that, you are so bloody insecure"  he says and anger takes over me.

"YES BRAD I AM FUCKING INSECURE!" I shout "and you do not bloody help that." I say and Ruby starts screaming. I leave the room and go to he her.

Im so annoyed at Brad calling me insecure because I am and I have fought with it the majority of my life and he has to go and say that.

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So sorry I took so long to update but I'm back now.

Don't know about you's but being insecure is a big thing for me, I have been insecure since I can remember so thought I would incorporate it into my book.

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