Bad ass Brad. {B.W.S}

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Maddison's POV
She's dead. She's gone. My baby. I cried on the hospital waiting room floor.

"This is all my fault" I sob.

"Maddie it's not-" Brad goes to say but I cut him off.

"Brad you admitted earlier you thought it was my fault so don't try and back track now" he tried to help me off the floor but I just push him off and walk out the door. "WHERE IS MY BABY" I scream at the doctor. He just looks at me and a nurse comes over and talks me down while the doctor spoke to Brad.

"Babe we can see Emily if we want but the doctor doesn't think it's a good idea right now" Brad says I stand up and walk over to him.

"I want to see my baby! NOW" he looks at me scared he has never seen me in this kind of date Brad looks at the doctor and he nods his head leading is down the corridor. I see a faint figure of a baby lying in a cot with a sheet over her. I pull the sheet from over her. "Omg" I sob. "My baby girl I'm so sorry, mummy should have noticed. I'm sorry" I sob and I see Brad start crying above me.

"Emily darling we still love you so much and will never let your memory die" when Brad said that I started to cry more and turned around and hugged his chest. I take one last look at her then put the sheet over her and we walk out. Brad leads me to the car. When we get in there we sit in silence for about 5 minuets.

"The doctor said to me he will release her body whenever we are ready to have a funeral." Brad says.

"Brad I don't want to think about that just now can we get home please."

"Do you want Ruby to stay at my mums tonight" I sit in silence when Brad asks that because I do want her to stay but I feel like Bad mother.

"Do you mind. I'm just not up to it." I sob. Brad nods and pulls out his phone.

"Hello mum it's not good news she didn't make it a case of caught death the doctor said will you have Ruby tonight" I see him nod and hand up the phone "mums devastated. She's crying We need to drop more stuff round for her I didn't put enough for over night" Brad must feel like he is talking to himself as I'm paying absolutely no attention to what he is saying at all. We pull up outside our house I still have Emily's changing bag I took for her around my shoulder I place it on the sofa and walk upstairs into our bedroom before I do that I close the girls bedroom door. I get into bed and start to cry again. I hear Brad rummaging around obviously trying to find more stuff to take over to Anne for Ruby. I fall asleep whist crying. Then I feel Brad get in beside me. I lay on his chest and he held me tight as the thoughts of Emily ran through my head. I'm such a terrible mum and even Brad thinks so.

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