I Am Your Wrath I Am Your Guilt I am Your Lust

Chapter 12

Matt's POV

All good things come to an end, no matter how you didn't want them to. This was especially true tonight as my time with Aubrey quickly came to an end.

My body had the jelly feeling you get after great sex when all the tension and stress leaves your body. Only problem was I am pretty sure I pulled a muscle because my leg hurt like a bitch and I had pretty miserable limp.

I wasn't complaining. This was the type of pain that with it brought some relief.

It was totally worth it.

I would gladly pull every muscle in my entire body to do that again. Aubrey was beyond amazing in bed. It was definitely just what I needed after all the bullshit.

I felt like a brand new man, completely rejuvenate.

I felt more like myself than I had in ages. It was always interesting to me how the company of beautiful woman and great sex can completely change a man. I knew without a shadow of a doubt instead of a limp there would be a pronounced spring in my step to match my goofy smile breaking on my face.

Zack looked transformed too.

More like his self and less like a shallow shell of the man he actually is. I was positive he had a good time with Samantha.

"What the Fuck?" He whispered as we walked our way home. I was pretty sure he was kicking himself in the ass for not getting her number. She was a great girl, just like her friend.

Two amazing women for sure.

"What?" I asked trying not to put too much weight on my leg.

"Nothing," he muttered glancing at me "What the Fuck is wrong with your leg?" He asked a hint of concern in his voice.

I was doing my best to walk normal and not make it obvious. I wanted to avoid the awkward questions when I got home but apparently I was failing miserably.

"Nothing," I mumbled "Nothing is wrong with my leg." I attempted to walk a little straighter but it hurt like hell and it was taking everything in me not to yell out so I just gave up.

"Yeah right." Zack burst out laughing.

"Okay, I think I pulled something alright." I laughed. This was Zack after all and he knew my situation.

What could I say that he probably didn't already know or understand himself?

It had had been a long time, too long, since I had used my leg muscles like that.

"Nobody can find anything out Matt." Zack warned frowning.

Did he honestly think I didn't know that?

Did he honestly think I would tell a soul?

I'm pretty sure he's met my wife and the monster she has slowly become. I knew without a shadow of a doubt if she caught wind of this she would have my balls and god only knew what she would do to Aubrey.

"I know that idiot, what do you think I am going to do? Hey Val I got a good hard fucking tonight it was fabulous she could probably teach you a thing or two." I snapped. Frowning as I imagined what Val would do if I made that description as I walked in the door. She'd probably claw my eyes out and go drain my bank account.

"That's not what I meant. Could you imagine the hate Aubrey would get if this go out" Zack asked with an attitude.

God only knew honestly.

I had no idea the terrible things Val would do to her and not to mention our fans.

Our wives especially Val were worshipped like goddesses for some unknown reason to me. If they only knew the real them maybe they wouldn't think so highly of them.