One to Another - quiet, kind & special people

Part 44 - Finn

We agreed to keep a low profile at college. I don't like it but what choice do I have? Rae has already compromised so much. I had to give in on this one. It isn't fair that I push her to accept what she can't seem to readily accept. More important than that I can't run the risk of losing her.

When I went back to college at first it was tough. We went from spending all waking and sleeping moments together to having to not speak, not glance, not touch Rae. To ignore her when I want to shout it from the roof tops. We've been back about six weeks.

Rae seems to have slotted into this much easier than me. I barely see her as she goes about her day. I have to fight myself to not go and look for her. When I have caught a glimpse of her she has her nose buried in a book and a couple of times I have seen her with Liam.

Liam of all fucking people. I trust Rae, but Liam. Well. He is the type of lad that cares for nobody other than himself. I hate seeing him with his arm around Rae. Seeing them talking and laughing or sharing lunch. Seriously, why isn't that me? Why can she be like that with Liam but me she gives me a wide berth. It stings. I won't lie we have argued about this more than I would like.

Rae explains it that she cares for me more and wants to protect me. The thing is, I get that she cares about me, but what she doesn't get is that I don't need protection. I would take on anyone that dared to question Rae and I. If anyone hurt Rae I would make them pay.

Sometimes when I want to see Rae I sneak into the library. Today is no exception. I can't help myself I have been good all week keeping my distance at college, but I can't today. I enter the library and I make my way to the last row and she is there. The moment I see her I smile. I move towards her, grab a book from the shelf and I sit next to her. As I sit down I hold the book up, hiding and pretend to read. I look at Rae and smile. I am cheeky and playful. Rae gives me a hesitant smile.

"Rae, come on give me a kiss?" I try and entice her.

"Finn stop it. Not here" she replies trying to put some distance between us.

"Nobody can see us, a little kiss. Who would it hurt?" I ask with a wink.

"Finn!" She repeats.

I lean into Rae, hiding behind the book and kiss Rae on the cheek. "Let's take off?" I suggest.

"And do what?" Rae asks.

"Go back to mine, where I can study every inch of your body with my lips" I suggest playfully.

"Finn, college finishes in a couple of hours. I can come to yours then?" Rae suggests.

"I don't think I can last that long. I want to bury myself between your thighs" I try and entice Rae. She is blushing, so cute given how many times I have been between her thighs and buried inside her. She is still so shy about me being with her, or suggesting how much I want to satisfy her.

"Finn, please!" Rae groans. "We have to wait, one more caution and they will kick you out of college then there will be no uni for you.

"I will accept I have to wait if you kiss me properly and..."

"And what? What more do you want? Rae interjects.

"You have to promise to go straight to mine after college and that you are staying at mine tonight" I propose knowing she won't be able to resist. "I promise you will enjoy it" I say with a massive smile on my face and a nod "yeah girl?" I ask.

"Yeah" she replies giggling leaning in and kissing me hiding behind the book. She pulls back.

I smile "3 o'clock Rae and counting and then I am going to make you cum" I feel myself getting hard thinking about it. Rae nods as I get up shoving the book back on the shelf. I look at Rae over my shoulder and smile.