Meant to be

I'm not alright

Callie's POV
It's been 3 days since Arizona's been in Orlando.
I split my time between work and Sofia and some nights I go running with Mer but the emptiness is to big.
"Mommy can we go Christmas shopping?" Sofia asks as we get out of the car.
"No, mommy has to go to work today so you're staying with aunt Maggie."
"And Zola?" Sofia asks as I run the bell.
"Of course!" I say.
Maggie let's us in and takes Sofia to Zola's bedroom.
"Ready?" Meredith asks coming down the stairs.
"Yes! Very much so!" I say an we leave the house.
We go shopping for Christmas gifts for the kids and some family members. It's not the most enjoyable morning but it's better then sitting around wondering what Arizona is doing right now.

Arizona's POV
"Arizona what about the liver?" Alex asks.
"Yes!".
We have been collecting organs for 3 days now and I can't see the day I leave this damn place.
At the end of the day I ask Alex if he wants to go Christmas shopping with me and he eventually says yes, mostly because he needs my advice for Jo's presents.

Callie's POV
"Are you alright?" April asks.
"No, I'm not alright!" I say leaning back agains the wall.
I left Sofia at Meredith's and came to the hospital to get my mind busy but I feel so tired I can't even function. Right now I'm leaning agains a wall in the ER.
"Jesus, ok. Well Arizona just texted me so check your phone to see if she texted you as well." April says and leaves.
I take my phone out of my scrub and her name is on the screen.
Ar - "Hey babe! I'm almost done and maybe we can go home tomorrow but no promises. Miss you and Sofia so much! Don't run! Love you! 😘❤️👭"
I text her back.
C - "I'm not going anywhere! Love you too babe! Text me your flight so I can go pick you up! 😘"
Arizona replies immediately and I don't even look at the text. I decide to call her.
"Hey!" Arizona's happy voice says on the other side of the phone.
"Hey sweetie!" I say.
"What's up?" She notices my sad voice.
"Nothing, I'm just missing you like hell.."
"I know! Me too! But looking thro the pictures on my phone of us helps.."
"It does but it also makes me miss you more!"
"I know! I promise to be back as soon as I can baby! How's Sofia?"
"She's great! She decided she wanted to sleep at Meredith's today so I just let her."
"It's nice for her to have such close friends as she can't have a "normal life" with our crazy schedules.." Arizona's says.
"Yeah! Perfect timing on having her!" I say.
"Callie.. Don't say that!" Arizona hates when I remember her I had sex with Mark.
"Sorry.. Do you.."
"I'm sorry I have to go they're paging me!" Arizona says. Just as the conversation was starting to start.
"It's fine! Go!" I say.
"Callie..." Arizona says with a sad tone.
"I know.. Go!"
"I love you!"
"I love you too! So much!"
"I'll call you when I get to the hotel ok? Goodbye my love!" Arizona says and hangs up without giving me a chance to say a thing back.