Meant to be

Get off

Callie's POV
It's 5 am when my pager goes of.
"No! I'm sleeping!" I say and Arizona pushes me away from her.
"Get up!" She says.
I kiss her cheek and get dressed. I'm about to get out of the door but I turn back.
"Do you need anything?" I ask her.
Arizona turns her head in the pillow and looks at me.
"No! I'm fine!" She says.
I smile at her and get out of the door.

Arizona's POV
After Callie left I went home to release the sitter and then I drove Zola, Bailey and Ellis to Meredith's house. I was supposed to dropped them of with Amelia but ended up staying the rest of the day there to catch up with her.

When I open the door with Sofia behind me I call for Callie.
"Callie?" I ask.
I hear her on the phone.
"No I can't tonight sweetie.. We'll do it another day!" I get pissed. I walk into the room and Callie notices me and freaks out.
"I'm talking to Mer!" She says as she puts the phone on speaker. "It's not what you think! Mer say hi!"
"Hi!" I hear Meredith on the other side of the phone.
"We were planing to go jogging!" Callie says.
"So why can't you come tonight?" Meredith asks.
"Because I have Arizona to take care of. I can't just leave her with Sofia.." Callie says. Right to my face. She says I'm incapable of taking care of my daughter right to my face.
I laugh in anger and turn away and start walking faster the hell out of that room.
"What the hell Callie? Arizona is the perfect mother, why are you saying that?" Mer says still on speaker.
"No! Not like that! I meant I can't leave Arizona alone with Sofia and not the other way. I didn't mean it like that!" I hear her come after me.
She hangs up and puts her phone down.
I'm already upstairs and heading to our bedroom when Sofia hits my right clutch passing by me and it makes me fall.
"Oohhh" I say falling and Callie runs to me to help me up.
"I don't need your help Callie. I'm more than capable of taking care of myself and Sofia!" I say getting up ignoring her hands.
"I know that!" Callie says coming after me.
I'm jumping to the bathroom.
"I know that! Arizona look at me!" Callie says coming closer to me.
I stop and lean against the doorframe of the bathroom to catch my breath.
"Look at me!" Callie screams grabbing my waist and turning me to her.
"Callie get off!" I scream to her.
She picks me up and walks to the shower turning the water on to poor on top of us.
"Get off" I scream to her and then I burst out crying.
"I can't get off can't you see?" Callie speaks before she starts crying.
"This my life too. I can't get off. You and Sofia are my life." Callie cries harder which makes me look at her.
"I can't lose you. Not again. I won't survive it this time. I didn't mean you couldn't take care of Sofia. I meant I couldn't leave Sofia alone to take care of you. In case you needed something. Since I didn't know where you were that night on the plane all I do is worry. I worry you will get hit by a car when driving. I worry you'll fall down and hit your head. I worry you'll burn your hands while doing pasta. Not because I think you can't do pasta but because you're my life. It's my job to take care of you. I love you so much I can't even think about my life without you. So I worry, all the time. But worrying is good. It means I still have something to lose so I won't stop worrying, never. So please don't tell me to get off!" Callie finishes.
I pull her closer to me and put my hand on the back of her head to pull her head to my shoulder.
Callie lays her head on my shoulder and I massage her scalp just like she likes it.
"I won't! I'm sorry I asked you to get off. I thought..." I try.. "You said.. I was so hurt. I thought you thought I was a bad mother. I love Sofia! I'm not a bad mother!"
"I know! I..." Callie says lifting her head up from my shoulder.
I push her head down again and Callie doesn't fight me.
"It's ok. And I worry too! All the time as well. But I've realized worrying is good. And all the worries go away when I'm in your arms at night so please don't ever get off!" I ask her.
Callie looks at me.
"I love you!" Callie says looking into my eyes.
I look to her beautiful brown ones.
"I love you too!" I tell her and then we kiss. So hard. So needy. So passionate.
So desperate.
"We should go check on Sofia!" I tell Callie.
"Sofia?" Callie screams so but so laud it makes me turn my head and laugh.
"I'm watching tv!" Sofia screams back.
"Don't leave the couch! Mommies are going to take a shower!" Callie screams back.
"Ok!" We hear and I turn my head back to Callie and her eyes drift from mine to down my body and she smiles.
"Eyes up here Torres!" I tell her. I grab Callie's waist and pull her closer to me so our hole bodies are touching. Then my hands drift to her ass.
Callie looks at me and smiles big while raising her eyebrows.
"I said eyes, not hands!" I say and Callie kisses me again. Pulling my body against the wall she takes of my clothes off as I take hers and we have the most amazing shower of our lives.