Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Four ✓ Bubbly Red Head

"Nothing's more exciting than meeting new people, hearing their stories and being inspired." -Unknown

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Dawn-❤

Seeing everyone with their group of friends, laughing and having a good time brought back memories of my own friends, friends that I loved and adored, friends that I shared moments and parts of my life, friends that one's was there and now friends that haunted my sleeps along with the rest of my nightmare from the past.

I made my way towards my locker, heading for third hour, I had planned on not attracting any attention to myself, but when I got to my locker I felt a presence near me so I closed my locker and turned around ,
As a girl with red hair, and small face, faced me, smiling,

"Hey I'm Bella, nice to meet you, your in my first and second hour"

I gave her a small smile,

"Sit with us during lunch, okay?"

We'll talk about straight forward, I didn't know what to do, but of course I didn't want to somehow come out as a bitch, there was just something about this girl that reminded me of my ones best friend, there was just something that made her,  her. 

"Sure, thanks?"

I gladly told her with a small smile, making friends would be easy for me, but I plan on avoiding bonding with them, I've gotten hurt so many times that I've lost trust in everyone, part of my plan wad staying away from people as good as possible and bonding but there's this small part of me that wanted to get close to new people, have some one to share my side of story,  and another part that's just afraid of getting hurt more,

"What class do you have next?"

Bella asked, I took out my schedule and looked for third hour which was Ap Calc,

"ap Calc"

Her smiled got bigger ,

"Great I have that to, let's go I'll show you the way"

With that she looped her arms around mine and I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle,  and be frighten at the same time , her bubbly personality was scaring me, this was the kind of people I attract which leads to kind of people I open up too.

We walked towards Ap Calc, after taking our seats everyone began to pile in, I took in the appearances of everyone who entered the classroom, I'd probably forget them anyways especially their names so I stopped after three people walked in. I was never one to remember names of people, it's like one moment they tell me their names I turn around  and already forget.

After class Bella and I headed towards the cafeteria, once  we entered everyone's heads turned towards me synchronized, which might I say was slightly creepy and that feeling of uneasiness returned, their eyes following my every movement.

Bella pulled me towards the table in the center with other girls sitting, not noticing the fact that everyone's head just turned the in sync.

great the center of the cafeteria,

After I've gotten my lunch which was salad and orange juice, Bella and I returned to our seats but along the way I couldn't help but feel that someone was following me with their eyes, I turned around and looked for someone and my eyes landed on Scott Sanders, my neighbor, we held gaze until he's smirk came back causing me to roll my eyes which caught him off guard.

I turned around and was met by Bella's face with a questioning look, I quirk one of my eyebrow,

"What was that?"

She asked,

"The what?"

"The look you gave Scott Sanders one of the hottest and the second hottest bad boy"

"Oh you mean me rolling my eyes at him, then yeah, I hate jocks or bad boy like him so don't worry about me liking him or even catching some sort of feelings for him"

Although I wanted to ask who was the first one  but decided against it.

"what "

I just chuckle, she only gave a small nod, I mean I know for sure I won't fall for him, I won't fall for any bad boys in this school, I've gotten my heart broken already.

After lunch we headed for gym, Amanda a blond haired girl with green eyes and extremely thin and skinny , one of the girls who sat with us during lunch had gym with me so we walked together there,

Ones changed which with a booty short and a tank top we made our way to the gym floor ,  I had no problem showing certain amount of skin but these gym clothes made me feel like a prostitute and boys eyes tend to be perverts and scans every inch of your body, we waited for the teacher , after a while the teacher introduce me and the activity which was soccer, I absolutely love soccer, I played soccer for my team at school.

As the teacher was splitting up two groups I couldn't help but feel like someone was watching me, I looked around and the same green eyes that belonged to Scott was gazing at me , I turned my attention towards him only to see him scanning every inch of my skin , he caught me and smirked, again with my eyes rolling , I looked away.

"You ready for the game , Scott and his group of friends tend to win every game , they make sure they win , every game"

Amanda. Commented ,

"Well do we  have soccer players in class "

She shakes her head no,

"Well I guess they are in for a full surprise '

"What you mean?"

She asks

"I played soccer for my school"

She looked at me as if not believing a word I've said.

After the teacher split the class into two group we began to play soccer, with Scott on the other side.

The teacher blew her whistle and we ran, I looked around and noticed how all my team were going slower then a snail, looking worried , my attention went back to the other team and noticed how everyone but Scott , and four other people had the ball passing them around , without them noticing , too engrossed passing the ball to each other I snuck behind Scot and quickly kicks the ball away, stealing it away,  they all had a shocked expressions I took this opportunity and ran towards our goal and shoot for the score , making it in, I did a small victory dance inside my head , and looked around even the teacher was looking at me.

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