Hiding My Pain (Completed)

°Chapter Twenty Six°√ Jealous much?

"Friends are good company to make memories with"

idk if its a real quote😁
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Dawn~

Damien is no doubt annoying.

I had waken up in the middle of the night. Yet again, and it's all because of him and his loud music. I ended up ones again unable to fall asleep at four in the morning.

Now I find myself staring at the ceiling replying my life. How much it changed since I moved here, how much I've done most of the things I promised myself I wouldn't do.

Make friends.

The bad boys, Bella , Kyma and so on.

I find myself attache to them even though I knew it will only lead to difficulties. How much things have changed, I just come to realizing how much I smile when my life is literally on glasses. But still I smile and laugh. There is no doubt that the people I've met are amazing.

Even Damien himself.

Thinking of him made my heart and stomach turn. I remember these signs, the signs whenever I look into his eyes, how much I get lost in them. The way my nerves act up at contact with him.

Its all there. I've felt it before and it scars me.

It scares me that I might be falling again.

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I spent majority of my morning thinking about my life until Jason walked in.

Speaking of Jason he's been so distant lately . I was sure it wasn't about his problems but there was something going on. Its been two weeks since his odd behavior started. Most days I'd come home hoping to find Jason tired from his football practice but instead I find myself in an empty house which sometimes Bella company me in with Max. Two weeks Jason would be gone most of the days after school and come home , not battered or bruised but perfectly fine. I thought it would be because of a girl but that crossed off my list when the familiar signs didn't show like last time and I was sure he wasn't ready for another relationship when the one ended terribly.

I remember her.

Annabelle. Extremely beautiful, kind hearted and Jason loved so dearly. Until that night when he found her manipulating us, my family. Along with the one man who ruined my life and my family's. I could remember that night so easily as if it were just yesterday.

Jason had fallen inlove with girl who he thought could give him everything but in the end she ended up giving him nothing but pain.

To say that I was worried was an understanding.

I look up at Jason questionably. He went to speak but stop short, noticing how tense and the way he avoids my eyes. I sit up from my position to look into his eyes which he avoids mine.

"Jason are you okay?"

He gives me a sigh and again with avoiding my eyes

"Yeah I'm fine , uh Kat will be out for two weeks because of some issues at the company but told me not worry about it"