Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Twelve ✓Uncle Nobody

"I know every family has its problem . But I admire those that stick together."
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Dawn-

"What are you doing here?"

Surprised and fuming that he had the nerves to even come near us. He turns around and looked into my eyes as memories flooded my mind.

"Dawn"

He whispers and took a step forward .

"No you stay the hell away from me"

With so much venom and hatred I glared at him .

"Please dawn let me explain"

He says with so much emotions but I couldn't let him, he had two years to explain himself but instead he played my family and Kat.

"No , you had the chance for two years but did you ? No instead you played us , you lied to us and  betrayed us, you ruined our family and Kat. "

Right now I was full on crying and screaming that I'm sure the neighbors could hear. He tried one's again to step forward but I wouldn't let him , not now, not ever , not until he can make up for what he did and he can't it's impossible.

"Please Dawn how can I make it up to you?'

He says , trying to make his way into my life , into our lives but nothing in this world he could ever do to make up what he did.

"When you bring them back and I'll forgive you and if you can't then I advise  you to be gone by the time I come back, don't ever return , ever again"

He tries to step forward causing anger to boil more within me, I lifted my fist and punched him causing him to stagger back while spitting blood.  

With that I walked back to my car and drove , drove to no where in particular , to no one , because in truth is there's no one for me . not anymore. Just like for years I have no one, no one to cry and let my pain out , no one to hold me and tell that everything's was going to be okay.

Once upon a time I did but now all I have of  that person are memories.

Now all I have are enormous amount of pain.

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Yesterday's event had struck.
me hard. I came home later that night after I drove around , crying my heart out. What my uncle did was  unforgivable and there is nothing in this world he can ever do to make it up.

I stayed in my room  the whole night I couldn't sleep or eat or speak to my family , not even look them in the eyes . I knew I was being selfish, they've experience what I've gone trough but not so much as I did

I couldn't do anything. Not even when Bella called to hang , I had declined her with one of the excuses I made up.

I sat on my window , looking up the bright sky filled with beautiful twinkling​ star and covered in a blanket of darkness. I envy them , those stars , they're far away that no one can hurt or betrayed them and here I am . I sigh for the hundredth times.

"You know I might be a bad boy but I know how to listen."

The voice from afar says, I looked to see Andy leaning on Scott's window , looking into my eyes with pity , another pity from another person. I chuckle and tried my best to look okay but I knew he wouldn't buy it.