Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Thirteen✓ Cat Danny

"Always remember. There is never too many memories. Make as many as you can with as many people as you meet." 
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Dawn-

Yes I know that drinking you're problem away with alcohol to attempt to forget about it, is always not the best solution but for what I've been through that's basically the only thing that actually helped eased down the pain.

The moment we entered the party I wanted nothing more than drink away everything for the night. So when I entered I quickly went to where the alcohol were located and find the strongest I could find. I went to the bartender who looked more of a college kid and approached him.

"Hello there "

Brown shaggy hair and one sided dimple, he's actually pretty cute . I gave him a smile.

"Hey"

"What can I get for a pretty lady"

Leaning over with a towel lying across his shoulder.

"Anything strong "

He quirk one of his brows and looked at me as if not believing what I was saying.

"Woah are you sure you want something strong ?'

I nodded and he went to give me something . He returned with a small brown liquid filled cup . I took the cup and gulp it down in one . Feeling the burn  go through my throat.

"Three more "

He shook his head and gave a little chuckle but went to give me a another one or three more.

Now I'm definitely​ a little drunk. The bartender kept giving me the same drink but he did ask if I was sure. After about seven or probably more, I attempted to walk away swaying . The music was inviting . I attempted to walk carefully to the dance floor but  did stumble and hit a few other people but they were probably too drunk to even care. Ones I made to the dance floor  I started dancing swaying my hips and throwing my arms up , moving it against my hips and enjoying life. I was dancing mindly with a few guys dancing with me. I don't exactly know who they were but I didn't care much. I was dancing until I caught Damien's eyes looking at me. I stumble towards him and pulled him with me, letting him place his hands on my hips we dance in synchronized .

I could feel his breath against my neck, the feeling of how his heart was  going erratic.

I turned around and wrapped my hands around his neck , our foreheads touching one another, the warmth radiating from our bodies making my heart flutter . Our lips fanned one another , so close . He leans in taking my lips in his hungrily. Grinding on him that I could feel something hard , I chuckled then he placed his hands on my but, squeezing it.  He asked for an entrance by biting my lip but I didn't allow him, so he growled which by the way kinda weird.  I stepped away from his embrace and walked away then turned around to notice him standing their shocked, I chuckled and pointed at him, indicating him to follow me. Before I hit the door I grabbed a bottle of vodka and went  outside, I knew Damien was following me. One's outside I noticed everyone else with their own bottle of drinks.

Scott was dancing at least I think he is. He looked like a monkey.

Danny was somehow up on a tree branch yelling like Tarzan, how'd he up that tree? Was all I'm thinking. He looked at me and yelled.

"DAWNNYYYYYY BE MEEEE JANNY "

I chuckled and looked for Andy. Only to find him near the gnome talking to It.

"heyy thee pretty fashee"

I think Damien's the only sober one cause all he was doing was laughing. I joined in with  him and laughed. Then turned around grabbed him the wrist and pulled him somewhere.

My mind was going  fuzzy and clearly I was not myself.

We stopped short a beautiful view of the city. Whoever's house this was had a pretty good view. I sat down as opened the bottle and took a full swing from it. I hear Damien sit next to me.

"isn't this a bootyfull view?"

I looked at him and find him staring at me.

"why you staring?"

"I wasn't"

I hummed not believing him. And looked at the view ones again.

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Damien's pov-

I watch Dawn looked at the view with awe and couldn't  help but stare at her features. The way her eyes would go distance for a second, or the look of pure sadness beneath her eyes. Dawn has a lot of stories and I will find out what they are. 

Suddenly Dawn stood up, taking the bottle with her. She stood in front of me with her back turned and facing the beautiful night. 

"CHEERS TO SURPRISINGLY SURVIVING A FUCKED UP LIFE" 

There was a deeper meaning to her words and the more I spent times with her the more I wanted to know. I chuckle, clearly noticed that shes a bit tipsy. Sitting back down next to me , she let out a sigh and  focused on the view ones more. 

"you know when I was little my family and I would always spend together every Friday" 

she let out another deeper sigh as I stayed quite. Listening intensely. 

"God I could never get tired of that, every Friday we always choose between movies, bowling, and any other event that we all enjoyed. We actually took turn choosing, since I was the middle child I always went second and of course the other two. In bowling it's always so intense but filled with happiness.  Jason would always second win in bowling and of course my third dad. Mom was another story she would be so determined to out due everyone but always seems to fail. Me I stand behind taking pictures of our family. But in the end Emma, god she would always win" 

I looked at her confused. Last time I checked there was only her and Jason. So who's Emma?. 

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Chapter thirteen finally out! 

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