Hiding My Pain (Completed)

°Chapter Thirty Five°√ Forgotten

"A pretending friend has the deadliest smile then an enemy's"
Melinor M.G
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Dawn.

I reached for the light, as if it were a hand. I pulled myself up and soon I find myself in the hospital.
The bright light shinging down at me made it hard for my eyes to stay open, I closed my eyes for a few second and then opened them back up at again, a little used to the bright light.

Turning my head to look around, my eyes stopped on a sleeping form holding my hand. His brown hair lying messily but soon enough my attention went towards the water, my throat felt dry all of a sudden. I felt myself try to reach the water but only to fail and ended up waking up the sleeping form. He rubs his eyes trying to get rid of the sleep, ones his eyes landed on me, he froze. His eyes bore into my own as if he's searching for something , anything. I stared at him until the need for water knocks ones more. My indication for the need of water brought him out of his dazed world, he reaches for the water and I greedly accept it, taking it in one gulp.  With a content sigh my attention averted back the figuere, looking at me with longing in his eyes. The silence beckoning but I couldn't find myself to speak to the stranger standing before me nor could I find the memory as to why I was lying in a hospital bed. 

"Dawn?"

he whispers, his voice sounding so familiar that it was calming my heart but why exactly? 

"what happened , why am I here and who are you?" 

he stops for a second his eyes fogging with disapointment and hurt, that I felt the need to comfort him, to tell him that it was okay but I contained myself, I didn't know this dude standing just a foot away from my bed. 

"I...I'm just going to get the doctor" 

he walks towards me, I should've been afraid of the stranger but when he leaned in to kiss my forehead I sigh in relaxation. His kiss sent a shiver of sparks throughout my body that I find myself lean in. His lips leave me and so did the spark, exiting now left alone in my room with thoughts swarming around, questions after questions that I soon didn't realized someone was in the room. I looked up to find my aunt Kat with Jason who instantly wrapped his arms around me, I wrapped my arms around him and soon I hear him sob, my heart swell hearing him cry. Kat soon joined us as the docotor and nurse stood in silence. Couple seconds later everyone was calm. The doctor asks questions as the nurse checks me. 

"how are you feeling ?' 

The doctor asks. 

"I feel fine" 

After the questions, the doctor went out with Kat as Jason stays with me, looking at me or more like through me. 

"what happened?"

I was the one to break the silence. Jason looks at me with confusions. 

"you don't remember?' 

I rolled my eyes. 

"I wouldn't have asked if I did."

he only chuckles. 

"and there's my sister"

We chuckled at that. 

"well we almost lost you" 

This caught my attention, wonderment filled me as to what exaclty happened. 

"why?" 

again with confusion. He only answers with one word. 

"Liam" 

Was I supposed to know him?, his name rung in the back of my  head but yet I couldn't find the ability to recall it.

"should I know who it is?"

Jason stood up quikly knocking the chair from behind him which caught me off guard making me jump. He shakes his head. 

"you should but it's best not to" 

with that he walks away, away with the answers that I wanted so bad. Who was this Liam, or that guy from earlier. 

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Kat and Jason had decided to leave, the docotor had informed us that I could be released tomrrow. That guy from earlier didn't return which left me with a certain feel of pain. A certain feeling of miss for him. I knew for sure that he meant something, something important and so did this Liam guy, but yet I couldn't find it in my memory to remeber them, remeber what had happened and as to why Jason would jump out of chair at the fact I couldn't remeber a certain name. 

There was something going on and my memeory was the only answer for all the questions I needed to be answered. But somehwere deep inside me saying it was better to be forgotten. 

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Damien- 

It pained me to know that she had forgotten all about me, to know that she couldn't remeber the kiss we shared not a few days ago. But I couldnt exactly blame her. Maybe this was my punishment for being a coward, for not confessing my true feelings for her sooner. 

I left the hospital not being able to stand the heartache I was feeling at the moment. I was so lost in thought that I didn't realized I was at the doorstep of someone I used to know. Jamie. The girl I used to mess around with when I needed some pleasure. Maybe it was wrong of me to have the thought of messing around with her when I was still having feelings for Dawn. But I needed to something to forget, just for the night. 

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Jason-

How could she forget?

how could her memory lose the things that changed her, that ruined her. Maybe I was glad that she couldn't remeber it but it was what made her strong, what made her survived the harsh life. Even though she believes that she wouldn't be able to survive I thought so otherwiwse. The diffculties she endured was what mad her strong, especially after losing her baby. My little niece. 

God I remembered how heartbroken she was, true that it was from the monster but that baby wouldn't have existed because of her and the moment that she came into this world I loved her with all that I had but that didn't last long. Soon we lost her. 

For sure her memory would return but I'm hoping she'll have Damien with her. The boy just needed to man up.

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Sorry for the long updated , kind been busy with school.

But yeah.

For sure Dawns memory would return and how do y'all think shell manage. ?

What about Damien?

So much going on.

Not sure when I'll be able to update again but I'm hoping soon.

Anyways thank you.

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