Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Six✓ What's Happiness?

"Parting is such a sweet sorrow."-Robert Byrne
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Dawn- 💎💍💎

The party was  in full swing, cups were lying on the floor, people passed out and or are making out, the usual party scene you would find in a movie but there also  clothing's on the ground?  I honestly had no idea whose party this was but the fact that he's the leader of the rogues.

Ones Bella and I entered the house I was hit with strong smell of alcohol and the smell of sweats as well as vomits. Music was on full blast, playing Nicki Minaj's song, people dancing everywhere , on tables, couch on chairs?

I swear this party just gets weirder and weirder.

"I'm going to get a drink Kay,"

Bella announced, I nodded, never taking her for the drinker type,  now I was left on my own in the middle of the dance floor, I decided to get a drink as well, standing at the center of the dance floor made me uncomfortable, I looked for the kitchen which took me at least five minuets, and ones I found it I went straight to the fridge and took out a soda, as I drank my soda a sudden smack had hit my butt, I whipped around really fast and face with someone unknown, a smirk was upon his face, anger began to boil inside me, I've always hated guys who assumes they could just touch girls butt without their permission,

I walked closer to the guy as his smirk grew wider, then I lifted my fist and punched him square in the jaw, making him stagger back, shocked, then I walked away with people who had now stopped to stare,

I had learned plenty of self worthy defenses back home, I spent maybe half of year learning everything I need to protect myself.

I walked out of the party and into the balcony that had somehow pulled me into, with my soda in hand, I leaned against the railing looking up at the stars, and the beautiful full moon, my mind somewhere rather than here.

Maybe I shouldn't have came to the party seeing as if it doesn't bring me join but memories.

Its always with the memories.

I sigh, and kept sighing until a voice behind me had suddenly
spoke scaring me,

"You know if you sigh a lot you let out happiness in life"

"Damn you scared me but  besides what's happinesses​ ?"

I said with my hand still on my chest, I haven't even looked at the culprit who had scared me and ones I did, he was absolutely handsome,

"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you, I saw someone who had taken my
Spot so I thought I'd come to say hi and also you're alive aren't you? "

I nodded, but behind that nod is a wish I wasn't

He spoke with his deep yet soft voice, he's jawline sharper then a newly sharpened knife, he's dark messy hair that falls right into the category of sexy,

I quickly averted my eyes from basically eye raping him and turned me attention back at the dark sky that had now added more stars,

"Beautiful isn't it?"

He announced,now standing next to me, copping my post, as he to lean on the railing, I nodded,

We stood there for a minuet looking up at the stars, it wasn't an uncomfortable silence but rather comfortable, ones in a while during our silent moment I would see him looking at me in the corner of his eyes.

I decided it was time for me to go back to the party

"Well I'll be going back to the party now my friend is probably looking for me but  thanks for the comfortable silence" 

I headed back to the party leaving the stranger alone who looked like he wanted to say something. Once back at the party I looked for Bella but instead Scott had found me ,

"Well well look who it is the title stealer"

I rolled my eyes knowing what he was referring to ,

"What title?"

He stopped laughing along with the two people next to him who by the way are handsome,

What's with all the good looking guys ? Scott looked at me for a moment ,

"The soccer games duh, you stole that title from me"

"Oh ohh so you're the soccer king oops thought it was a lie"

"What the fuck you mean a lie, didn't you see me play soccer during gym, I rocked it"

"Oh by rocking it you mean having the ball stolen from you easily because you and your little group of friends weren't paying attention, I don't think that's soccer king title worthy but whatever helps you're ego right?"

His friends were laughing now, he looked away muttering then left leaving his two friends with me,
The shorter one brown hair and gorgeous hazel eyes , you could see that he has one sided dimple talked first.

"Damn I've never seen Scotty getting beat  at something especially with a girl"

"Well you're looking at one"

I chuckled lightly , the other one blond hair and blue eyes the typical that girls fall for spoke.

"That's about right , Scotty boy didn't even know what else to say, may I say that was hot, this boy over here is Daniel Emerson, and my name pretty thing is Andy Sheperfield"

I shook his hand--well was about to till he brought it to his lips and kissed it , like most girls who blush by the slightest shown affection I wasn't one, Andy and Daniel looked at one another ,

"You losing you're touch bro, usually you make girls blush by kissing their hand, damn you  are something what's you're name?"

I chuckled and introduced myself.

After a while I decide to leave.

I said my goodbyes to them with a small smile, then headed off, still remembering the silent conversations from earlier it was nice even though I didn't even know his name, I felt comfortable with him somehow.

I texted Bella that I was heading out, which earned me text back right away, so I waited for her next to her car, minuets later she came out.

She drunk so I decided to ask her where she lived. after dropping her off I went ahead to my own house but not before leaving Bella a message .

"Hey bell, sorry I have your car, you were drunk last night so I had to drop you off and I needed to get home, I'll come by tomorrow and give it to you ".

That night I went to bed with the same damn nightmare I have,

My horrifying past.

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