Hiding My Pain (Completed)

°Chapter Fourty Five°√Epilogue

"Life has the ability to be unbelievably painful but yet it could also be unbelievably beautiful. "

M. G. M
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Dawn-

In a few years I've suffered greatly, been hurt more then ones, tortured leaving scars amongst my skin and painful memories that I would carry until my last breath. Truth is, if I knew this was the outcome from my suffering, I would go through it all over again.

Now here I sit on my vanity, looking at myself, looking at my skin glow with so much light, happiness emitting from me. Three months ago Damien had proposed to me, to say it was romantic was an understatement. He had taken me out as snow falls and the ground is cover in beauty, lights had strung from every corner making the snow and the light possibly more beautiful, I remembered the day he got down on his knees, took my hand in his and revealed the beautiful yet simple ring.

That day had made a permanent home in my heart.

Now I sit on the chair looking at the mirror, at myself, in a few hours I would walk down that isle with Mr Salvatore who's Damien father that he'd introduced me after we were in our first month in relationship. I remember the day he brought me to his home and introduced me to his parents, how I instantly adored his mother. So many memories have been made in a span of two years.

After we had graduated Bella, Danny both went to college but manage to find an apartment they could live together which then they planned of marrying after college, Andy and Lily are still dating but they're both going at a slow pace. As for Scott and Beau, who I had found out that Scott was actually a school smart and had taken a college coarse during high school which made it easier for his life, Beau's still in college but although they're expecting a baby soon which wouldn't be a problem since Scott and Beau both already planned that they wanted a kid. Jason and Annabelle are married and up to their second child, as well as living in California with a beautiful house and a well paying job, even though Jason had money he wanted to save it for their children and emergency.

Kat and James are back together happily finding solution to their problems, in fact Kat's expecting twins due anytime soon.

As for me, my wedding is due in less then an hour and yet here I am replying how my life turned in so little time. After the wedding I had planned on taking over the company and since I would be married to the fourth largest company that Damien will soon take over he and I as well as our lawyer would combine our company which would double up the worth of it making both he and I the largest owning company. But business talk would be for later as of right now I attempt to not cry so that I won't ruin the makeup done by Bella which she had done perfectly and simple. Speaking of her , Bella appears behind me and smiles, then Kat appears, her eyes begining to water at the sight of me.

"you know you're parents and Emma would be so proud of you, of how strong you pulled through."

Thinking of my parents and knowing they're at a better place, it saddens me that my father won't be able to walk me down the isle but I know he's watching from above.

"I know they're always watching."

She places a hand my shoulder.

"I'm proud of you"

and so was I, I was proud of not giving up on life and probably missing this moment, this special moment. The day I would be one with the love of my life.

Nervousness and excitement course through me as I stand here looking at my soon to be husband, as he ready to read his vowls. My heart swelling with so much happiness. He looks into my eyes, love and so many emotions swirls in his eyes but most of all the picture of our happy ever after.

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NIne months later

I sit in the car looking at the front door of Beau's and Scott's house, holding cupcakes for congratulation party. Not too long ago Beau delievered a beautiful baby boy, he had Scott's hair but Beau's dimples and eyes. To say he was just the most adorable little angel was an uderstatement.

I opened the door swinging my legs but having difficulties due to my bulging stomach. Instantly Damien's on my side grabbing the cupcake and steading me up.

"woah woah hold your horses babe you've got my angel in there"

He kisses me as I attempt to walk towards the door but having another being inside me proves it to be more complicated. Finally after so many hard breathing and energy using we made it inside the house, Beau instantly comes up to me as we greet each other , Scott and Damien doing the same. Walking towards the baby crib I looked at little Mathew to see him sound asleep, my heart melts and I couldn't wait till have that, till my own baby comes to my arms. An arm wraps its way to my waist, palms stopping at the stomach.

"I can't waite till my little baby is with us"

I feel his breath against my skin and not a day goes by that I never get use to it.

"me too, babe, me too"

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-Baby time-

Pushing a human being out of me is painful as hell. The doctor yells to push harder, making my emotions spice up.

"you try pushing a freaking being out of your vagina!!!"

I curse and held onto damien's hand, not realizing that I was squeezing it to hard but only focusing getting my baby out of me. With a final push I finally hear the beautiful cry, tired and breathless Damien got up from the chair and kisses my forehead, the doctor wraps up my baby and hands it to me.

"Congradulation you got a beautiful baby girl"

I smiled but then cry out in pain again.

"oh looks like you got another one coming"

Oh hell.

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Happiness couldn't describe my feeling right now, two beautiful baby girls came out of me. Damien smiles down to me and I see so much happiness in his eyes. Looking at my babies as tears forms in my eyes.

Looking at the first one born which Damien carried and then the one in my arms. There are no words that describes what I was feeling.

"Amarisa and Emma"

My heart explodes in pure happiness. Looking at my family, my husband and my daughters.

Yes if this was the outcome of my struggle through life. I would definitely go through it all over again.

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And finally the book is done!

Actually pretty proud of myself that I finished another book. But y'all stayed and waited for my update so thank you. I know that I finished this book in like two days but I wanted to finish if so that I could focus on my other books which I'm also writing a new one, 😂✌️.

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Anyways I'm not sure if there's a bonus chapter but I'll get back in you guys with that.

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