Hiding My Pain (Completed)

°Chapter Fourty Four°√ Survived

"when things began to disappear know that something good will replace it"
M.G.M
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Dawn- 

Two months , two days has passed since the violence that had occured in my life. The monster that haunts my every sleeping moment finally disapears and for once in my life I felt relaxed, reliefed and happy. 

The word itself is so foreign to me, the last time I felt that feeling was when I had everything and everyone. But now that my life was coming whole again I was determine to live it all. 

After the incident Damien had stayed with me through it all, Jason had told me that he wouldn't leave from my side until I woke up,  held my hand and afraid to let go. As for Liam, Liam was finally gone, everyone that was joining with him were aressted, the monster from my mind finally disappeared,  the shadow following me is now only my own. 

Annebelle and Jason are working through for the sake of their child. Ariel . She had the guts to finally tell Jason that she had been pregnant when he left, at first he was furious that a child of his was hidden and kept away from him but the moment he laid eyes on the child everything in him changed, over all Anne and Jason are repairing their relationship after all they still loved each other and it wasn't Annabelle's fault that her brother was psychotic.  Danny and Bella's relationship is still strong and from the looks of it they're going to be fine, Scott and Beau also are starting to form a relationship, since Beau lived two hours away she decided to enroll into our school and live with me, not only to stay with me but also so that she and Scott could work out their relationship,  as for Andy he's also going strong with a girl I've met, Lily, nice and shy girl. Everyone is happy but most of all so was I. I was finally happy.

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Damien's  arm wrapped his way on my waist, I smelled his cologne and turn around to find him smiling down at me. 

"theres my beautiful angel" 

he kisses my lips but I cut short earning a playful groan from him.

"later right now we have to get these cupcakes for Ariel's  birthday and Jason's celeberation party" 

I purposly swayed my hips as I walk out the door and towards the car, again another groan comes out of him. 

"babe" 

He looks at me and frown as I laughed. 

"patient" 

and with that we drove towards the party. 

After we arrived we were greeted by everyone. I greeted them back but the moment greeting was over Damien was pulled away from me towards the guys as I was towards the girls, 

"so Bella you guys taking another step into your relationship?" 

She smiled as her eyes sparkle. 

"yeah actually but were planning to get married when we finished high school" 

Amelia and her girlfriend smiled at her.

"who would've thought that you guys would be dating the bad boys" 

and with that we all laughed. 

"actually if it weren't for Dawn arriving we'd all be strangers to each other and the bad boys would be in jail without Dawn keeping them on the leash" 

Taking in Bella's words it made me think of how much I had planned on staying away from people, from potential bond and yet here I was survived a car crash, crawled my way out of hell , lost a child then being shot. How much I've gone through and still made it out alive. Maybe the amount of pain and event that leaves scars makes us, those determin to live no matter how much we tell ourselves youve given up. They say that scars are reminders of the strenght we have, a symbol that is constantly a rememberance that scars are all part of the test that life gives us to determine our strenght. Now realizing what I've gone through, what I had to endure to get where I am now is all just a reminder that I or anyone for that matter could go through what life throws and still come out stronger then ever. 

We've been at the party for two hours. Bella had brought Max here as well which then Ariel and Max had hit it off instantly, the moment they saw each other a smile rose from each of their faces, although Ariel was a little younger then Max by maybe two years still they had an instant bond. 

Damien walks towards me with a cup in one hand a bottle of beer on the other, a huge grin was placed upon his handsome face.

"what at are you smiling about?" 

He hands me the cup, taking a sip of the punch. 

"I just found out my girl used to have an obsession for trucks" 

I frown remebering my childhood where I used to be so obessessed with boy toys. 

"oh that yeah, the red one are specifically my favorites" 

He sets the beer down and take the cup from me setting it down as well then reaches for my waist and pulled me closer to his body, wrapping my arm around his neck he pecks my lips. 

"well I'm sure you have more childhood stories to share for in the near future"

Kissing him passionatly, I smiled. 

"of course as long as you share some as well" 

chuckling, he pulls me possibly closer and takes hold of my lips, the warmth coming from him imidiatly calming my erractic heart down. Our passionate kiss was cut short when we hear Jason over the mic. There he stands in a nice outfit that complimented his over all feature. 

"I would like everyone's undivided attention please" 

he stops until everyone was paying attention to him.

"as you all know my family's life han't been much of a smooth ride but rather a bumpy one, we lost a lot but we also gained me. True that I nearly lost all of my family and it pained my heart but god was thoughtful enough to let me and my sister survive so that we could continue our family's legacy, to Dawn, my beautiful sister who stayed with me to it all, shoved her needs in order to give mine and for that I would gladly do the same in a matter of seconds, although she and I lost a great deal but her she's gone through more then I anyone I've ever known and yet here she is standing tall and proud of her survival. Then theres my aunt who stood by us and basically became our mother, who took care of us when she's at her weakest point, then the new family I've come to meet and welcome us with open arms. And finally to my beautiful girlfriend and daughter who completed my life, true that we've had our ups and downs but that's part of creating the perfect life, without these people by me, without my friends, family and sister I wouldn't have made it through life and I do hope that Dawn my selfless little sister, I hope you find happiness with your new life because your story is just the begining of new chapter, thank you for being with me when you are at your weakest." 

Tears stream down my face as I listen to every words that fall out of his mouth, imprinting them inside my heart. 

Truth is, I wouldn't have made it through life, through where I am now without my brother constantly reminding me theres more to life then sadness and pain. 

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One more chapter to go which is basically the Epilogue and yes I know this chapter is long but I wanted to make it longer for the last two chapters. 

Also I hope y'all enjoy this,  I actually had fun writing it and creating the characters,  I had fun even though I took too long to update.

Tell me what y'all think,  I'd love to hear it from you guys,  your opinions and thoughts would be great. 

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