Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Sixteen ✓ Stupid Cold

"There's something unnatural about losing a sibling when they're younger."
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Dawn-
My body was aching everywhere. My nose runny , mouth felt dry. I was freezing even with the fortress of blankets piled on me.

Stupid cold.

Yesterday when I had visited the cemetery Jason came to my rescue . I had broke down completely . I thought I could servive the day but I didn't. Jason held me in his arms as I pour my heart out and seeing him join with his own she'd of tears made those guilt inside me churn. I hated seeing Kat or him with their tears, I hated seeing myself with tears but yet that's all I've ever seen myself with.

Yesterday it had started raining, exactly matching with our moods. We returned home and got cleaned from our sticky clothes , and shared a cup of coffee, neither of us couldn't live without coffee, but neither of us had said any words.

As of right now Jason decided to order pizza for both of us. Unfortunately I was the only who caught the cold, I've always been the only one who somehow gets sick easily while my brother and sister could bath in a cool freezing rain and still wake up with a ball of sunshine the next. It baffled me and I've always thought that maybe they've done something to me . And still those suspicions still lingered.

We waited for our pizza to arrive. Minuets later the pizza guy came with a rather *I'd  rather not be here* attitude. We ate our pizza and talked. Like we used to, we haven't actually done this for a while, but after so much that happened all the fun things we used to do are left forgotten, there used to siblings bonding, where we talked about our day , our secrets , that's how closer we were, we knew everything about one another.

Jason knew everything there is about his sister's, and was extremely protective . He always used to make sure Emma wore the appropriate clothes for school, same as me but since Emma was the youngest she'd get worse. We were all born three minuets apart. It wasn't uncommon for our family to have triplets, it ran in the family.

We used to do everything together, hang out after school, play sports , we sat down together. It sometimes even weirded people out that there are times when we speak in sync, everyone asked how we do everything together without difficulties but we did and I mean everything , hell we even took  bath together. People admired that about the Amber siblings, having that special bond. Although we had done everything together we were different . Emma was the soft hearted one , the one who saw good in everything and everyone , the kind hearted, she gave the best advice in any problems, volunteered in charities and helping others, she was the geek in math, science, she had the heart of gold. Jason on the other hand was the protective one, he had two sisters, a geek in history and chemistry. He's mostly serious, has the humour of donkey, but he'll enjoy everything in life, he also loved spending times with us rather then his own friends, me on the other hand, the most stubborn one out of all three like my mother, will speak in the truths no matter how much it hurt , loved parties and friends, but not as mych as I loved my siblings, I was geek in English, loved to read and creat stories, but also having fun, but one thing for sure was we were all athletics.

Emma enjoyed badminton and tennis. Jason loved football, basketball, I loved soccer and volleyball. Both our parents were athletics we took that genes from them. We were all the same but yet different and that's what's makes us unique.

But that was when there were three of us, that was when Emma was here , and now she was gone. After the accident everything just fell apart. She was the anchor​, the last piece , and now there's just me and JJ. No more, The Amber Trio.

I looked at Jason who was fast asleep in the couch as the tv still played. It was nine pm currently , I got up and placed a blanket on Jason and kissed his forehead.

"Good night JJ"

After that I went up to my room and placed a comforting clothes which consisted of sweat pants and hoodie. My body still ached and still have a runny nose but not as bad as it was yesterday.

I climbed on the bed preparing to just relaxed and read,

"YO! DAWN"

I looked to my Window regretting and scowling myself for forgetting to close the curtains.

"Oh it's you "

I placed on a bored expression as I looked at Damien.

Sometimes I feel like he lives there rather then at his own home .

"Oh come on babe don't be like that aren't you glad to see me?"

No , not really , all I wanted was to read stories on Wattpad , and day dream about being a werewolf mate.

"No definitely not"

He pouts which makes him extra cuter. He was currently wearing the same clothing attire as me except his hoodie was blue mine was grey .

"Hey look we're matching , isn't that awesome. "

"I'd go change but I'm comfortable as it is "

I went back to my tablet and began to choose a story from my library. My library has millions of books that I have yet to read. After finally deciding to read a werewolf story I was about to start reading it until I heard grunting . I looked to my window and saw Damien climbing getting into my room.

"Oh for the love of God what now ?"

He goes through my window​ falling hard and flat on his front with butt up . I laughed as he stood dusting himself off.

"Yeah yeah laugh all you want "

With a scowl and a growing smile on his face he flopped down on my bed getting comfortable.

"Make your self at home why don't you "

I rolled my eyes which I seemed to be what I'm always doing when I'm around this weirdo.

"So what you up ?"

With his feet flopped onto my bed stool and eyes scanning the empty desk.

" Was about to read until you interrupted me"

He rolled on his side and peeked at the story.

"Rejected Mate "

Then he looked up at me ,

"You really read those kinds of stories?"

I nodded not bothering to look at him and presume my reading. Maybe couple of minutes later did I hear snoring . I look to my side and see Damien his hands used as a pillow. He looked so peaceful and vulnerable, his bangs falling covering his eyes. I moved his bangs , our skin touching , electricities leaving from touch. He scoots closer and draps an arm across me, pulling me closer. I pry it of my best but only to fail. With a sigh I put away my tablet and turn the desk lamp off but not before putting him under the blanket.

"Good night Damien "

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1222  words counted..

Yes a pretty boring chapter but it's also informational about a piece of Dawn's past.

She has a sister ?

What possibly could've happened to her?!...

Stay tuned for more.