Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Three✓ Idiot Brother

"Life is about the people you meet and the things you create with them so go out and start creating"-Unknown
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Dawn-

I woke up the next day and got ready for school, I've decided since it was my first day I wanted to make a good impression, I wasn't one to change who I am for the sake of people's approval, no one should be pressured into changing who they are so that they could be accepted.

After finding a cute outfit I then headed towards the kitchen meeting my family, Kat had given us money for lunch if we decided to head out during lunch, then heading off to school after saying our good byes to Kat. Jason drove off with his truck, and of course being dumb and careless he is, he forgot to bring his backpack which was sitting on the sofa.

Being a lovely sister I am brought it with me for him.
I arrived at school 10 minuets later, which caused me to be late 5 minuets due to minor problems-great first day of school and I'm already late,

I walked inside the school and spotted the office right away,
Looking around which was basically empty but thankfully I spotted a lady chewing her gum rather loudly while inspecting her nails-

Ah a high school bitch , I could tell. Her screw me free please clothe showing so much skin , and the whole clown make up trend.

Is this the circus ?

I cleared my throat and clearly she didn't hear me so I cleared it ones again loudly this time which she finally heard- finally!-

"Hey I'm new here, names Dawn Amber"

the teacher looked rather bored

"Ah you must be the new student,we don't get new students very often, well here's your schedule and locker number, anything you need ask me, and have a good first day"

Well she seemed nice, but her ways of chewing her gum as if were sticking on her teeth was not very attractive, after she handed my my stuff I looked down at my locker number 1230, it took me two minuets to find my locker which wasn't that hard considering it was very close to the office,

I planted my combination and looked down onto my schedule,

History (102)

English Lit (201)

Ap Calc (110)

Spanish (103)

Lunch

Gym

I searched for history and found it immediately. Taking in a deep breath and then I opened the door, my palms were sweaty and millions of questions were running through my mind.

Would people like me? -sike

I don't really care if they do ,

I placed my hand on the handle and twisted it open ,

The room went silent, as their attention flickered towards me, I always hated attention, and now here I am in the center of attention, the feeling of having everyone's eyes on you just gives me the creeps , but I kept my position as if their gazes weren't affecting me,

the teacher made his way towards me, his brown hair slightly bouncing as he limps his way towards me, grays eyes focused on me and only me, he was like a predator watching its prey, he cleared his throat,

"You must be Dawn Amber our new student, please introduced yourself and a little bit about you"

I gave him a small small and nodded, as he made his way back towards his desk I placed my myself where he was standing in front of the classroom, as everyone's eyes glaze over me, where boys were doing ones over from head to toe, and girls with their curious glances, this time it was my turn to clear my throats and I began my introduction. In which I've always hated, who cared if you introduced you're self, they all will forget unless you've somehow made a fool of yourself.

"Dawn Amber, I'm new to the place just moved in yesterday, from Australia"

There wasn't much to tell, I'm just a girl in a new town with a painful past but no one needs to know that though and I plan on doing so, I've been good at hiding my true feelings and secrets from everyone and I don't plan on stopping just cause we were in a new place,

I made my way towards the back, where a guy sat eye raping me, but I ignored him and sat down, until someone tapped my shoulder, I turned around and looked at the person who tapped me, the guy sitting behind me that brown hair, and a sharp jawline with his green eyes, somehow he looked familiar,

"Hey neighbor names Scott Sanders and my can I say you looked hot last night"

He introduced himself, of course the boy who stood out his window shirtless, his annoying smile was hard to forget considering it annoyed the crap out of me more then someone chewing their gum so loud, okay that's a lie cause his smile is wow, such a fine species with an ugly personality, but I wasn't going to tell him that, so I played my part, and his ways of introducing himself was not what I expected, I rolled my eyes , I was conflicting if I should say thank you or remarks, so I said nothing at all but nodded, he looked at me expecting something else,he was bad news and lately I don't need any bad news I've gotten plenty of those in my short life, I plan on staying as far away from boys as I can, I don't want my heart get broken even more, or whatever left to be broken.

I returned a small nod and turned back, but not before seeing a small curiosity written on his face, and a little something in his eyes that I couldn't pin point.

This was my new life, a life I will attempt to live, with the past in the back of my head but I just don't know if I could make it.

Let's hope for the best.

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Chapter three done. And please read my other books if you will and thank you for considering and looking at this book means so much.

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