Hiding My Pain (Completed)

°Chapter Thirty Seven°√ Turn of Event.

"Its easy to fall in love but so hard to let go"
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°Damien°

I was falling. Falling hard with the beautiful creature sleeping soundly next to me.

I promised myself I wouldn't fall, I wouldn't love another and yet here I am with the woman I tried to hard to stay away from, but realizing that the more I  try to stay away the more I fall harder.

But how could I not, she is every bit of perfection, she's lived her whole life with so much pain, still it astonish me how she's still standing, if it were me I would've fell, but yet here she is , the girl who survived a nearly death experience so many times. Remembering the man who caused her more pain then she was already made me furious, how could someone be so evil and still walk the earth as if he's done nothing wrong!?.

I look at the sleeping form her chest rising and falling, not being able to help myself I reach for the piece of hair that fell on her beautiful face and tucked if behind her ear, admiring her as my mind wonders off to god know where. My heart was aching for her, I wished I could've been less of a coward and opened up to her , I wish I could share her pain and let her be relieved from it, but all there is are wishes. How could someone go through all that pain and still walk the earth tall?.

Dawn Amber could, her personality and kind hearted soul draws me deeper into her, this time I wasn't afraid of falling, this time I was sure I want her in my life, I would help her survive , share her pain and do what I can to make her whole again.

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I left Dawn's house but not before leaving a sticky note next to her phone. Going home I find all the guys already in my room. Danny , Andy and Scott. Ones they're eyes landed on me Danny imedialty ran up to me, questions after questions.

"How is she?"

I sat down and covered my face with both of my hands, letting out a deep sigh, everyone's attention was aimed towards me.

"honestly guys, I don't know how could she be standing when all she's ever felt is pain. I want to find that Liam guy and make him pay for what he's done to dawn. "

Thinking of the guy shook me to the bone. I looked up and saw Scott looking intensely at me.

"You care that much about her?"

I do. And there's not a day go by without me regretting not being able to man up and tell her how I really felt.

"I do"

Scott nods then became serious.

"We need to find him, make him pay, from what I've witnessed at her party that guy did more damage then we know."

I nodded but as much as I wanted to make him pay, there's this voice in my head telling me how would dawn feel about us going after the guy who inflicted pain towards her, knowing dawn she's the type to keep her shattered heart still innocent and pure after someone damages her heart. Thats what I loved about her, someone could destroy her life and yet not inflict them pain. Letting out another sigh.

"I don't think that's a good idea guys, as much as I want to make him pay I'm not sure thats Dawn would want us to do "

Danny stops throwing the basketball and looks at me then laughed. Staring at him weirdly .

"Man your whip"

I shake my head.

"Shut up bro, what about you and Bella huh?"

At this he stops laughing and a faint pink arrives on his cheeks, we make fun of him and then continue to play around, although my thought still lingered on Dawn.

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-Dawn-

I woke up by myself . Frowning at this I turn my head to stop on a pink sticky note on my phone, I picked it up and read the message quickly a smile makes it up on my face.

Hey baby girly went home sorry I'm not here to give you your good morning kiss but I'm promise I'll make it Up- Damien.

I smiled and the butterflies flutter in my stomach. Deciding to get out of my sticky and smelly clothes also my nest of a hair I quickly look for my clothes and took care of business, smiling like a fool. My mood was bright and cheery because of the little note Damien left for me. After finishing I went ahead downstairs hoping to find Jason and Kat. But what wait before me was something that made my blood run cold.

My kitchen was messy and broken, woods scattered the floor. Worried for Kat and Jason I ran around hoping they're safe, but I find the house empty. My heartwas pounding and eyes beginning to blurry.

I fell on the floor and cried until my eyes caught on another piece of paper.

Thought you could get away from me? I told you I would find you and I never break my promise.

Fucking liar. I grabbed my phone and called for Damon, it ranged for a few second and then a voice mail. My heart was running. Suddenly my door opens up, I looked up and saw Andy.

"Dawn!, are you okay ? Did you get hurt?"

Too unfocused to pay attention to him I merely nodded. He takes both of my shoulder and then kneeled in front of me.

"Dawn breath in and out come on you gotta focus to save them."

Hearing this I tried to focus and breath in and out until I finaly was able too.

"Wha.aa..t happened ?"

My voice came weak. He looks around and a sad look makes it on his face.

"I don't know we were just hanging around then the room was filled with smoke next thing you know I wake up with Scott and Danny but Damien gone."

No this couldn't be happening. Not Damien too.

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dun dun . dang what a turn of event right ? .

New chapter and more to come.

Xoxo your Asian writer -

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