Hiding My Pain (Completed)

Chapter Five✓ The Rogue's

"Be yourself before you forget who you really are"- David Cuscheri

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Dawn-⚽

Soccer has turned into something more in less then a few minutes , Scott looked at me bewildered, the class looked at me as if I grew another head and the teacher had his whistle half way to his mouth. The fact that this kind of moment seems to cliche where the new girl makes a difference in a new school is an eye rolling worthy. I sigh and let the teacher tell us what's next

" uhm uh okay score for the red team , score to five and winner doesn't have to do the mile "

he says muttering lines under his breath , my teams cheer and Scott walked to me

"wow that was wow, but don't think I'll let you go off that easy"

I don't know if that was supposed to make me cower but all it ever did was once again make my eyes roll, I scoff and walked away.

Scott was aiming towards me now for sure. With everyone in line which weren't their spot. Sighing I turned towards Amanda was out of line.

"Yo scoot towards us and near the goal line"

Then looking around to noticed a small kid with shaggy blond hair a little freckle was on the other side of the line.

"You get in the game"

He looks around not sure if I was talking to him.

With everyone in set we began to play. Scott ran with the ball, he was pretty good but he focuses more on the ball then around him. While he was too engrossed in the ball I sneakly went up to him, steal the ball and went towards the goal, dodging people who attempted to take the ball back. Then ones there I shoot the ball and make it in.

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After pe everyone was still buzzing about the soccer game, in which is pretty pointless. From my few stays here in Gabriel's land high school there are five rules .

Rule 1- do not what's so ever so eye rolling cliché kind of crap talk or even glance at the Queen Bee who I have come  to know shouldn't even be called a queen more like a giraffe with long ass neck and a head of a mouse.

Rule 2- do not fall for the Rogues , aka the four major god like bad boys (so cliché what's so ever and according to Bella ) Scott was one of them, well close friends but not really one of them  and I have yet to meet the leader and the other two.

Rule 3-stay away from the leader of the rogues cause apparently the queen of giraffe neck and mouse face which is known as Jamie Hunters because according to Bella , Jamie had proclaimed her undying love, also claimed  him as hers .

Rule 4- stay off and I mean off of the table in the middle of the cafeteria's, or the middle of any places because the so called bad boys owned it.

Rule 5- the very important rule of all. Do not attract attention to yourself.

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I've been here for two weeks, Scott has finally stopped with his staring and lurking like a stalker, Bella and I got a little closer which scared me a bit although she knows her boundaries-I know I'm supposed to stay away from bonding but at the same time I wanted to get close to her, I guess from what I've been through it couldn't be helped, seeing as her personality was just pulling at me.

I didn't want to be lonely I knew that at some point I needed a friend, but the only thing getting in a way was my fear of the past.

Friday nights were always my party night, my ones best friends and I used to go out to every party there was, I was the one who knew where parties were, what to wear and who was hosting the party, now all I knew is hiding in my room shielding myself from the rest of the world afraid of what might happen to me,  now that they were both gone, I guess I have no one. No one to share information's of parties around.

I laid on my bed reading, until my phone goes of receiving a text from Bella inviting me to a party, at first I was hesitant, sure I used to love parties and enjoyed them whenever I attended but I guess I've lost my interest in them, maybe because of what I've been through that I've forgotten to party or better yet to love partying, parties had now reminded me of the memories I've ones lived, a memory that I hold dear to that will always be with me even when those who were in my memories are no longer here, but I guess moving was a way of starting over and starting over means being out there, but I couldn't , the party she had found was five hours away which would give me time to think about it, Jason would probably be there , Kat would want me to go out there and have time but taking  baby step at a time is what I intend to do, sure I won't have the same trust in people I ones have or have the best party of my life but I don't have to trust anyone , just have fun, soon or later I will have to come out of my shell.

Took me three and half hours to decide , I decided to text Bella that I would go and in instant she replied so that she could pick me up, I had an hour before its time, so I got up and took a shower, brushed my teeth, I moved to my make up desk and applied on a classic light eye make up, with a Velvetines matte, as for my clothes I decided to go along with something easy but sexy at the same time, cross back short sleeve crop top, grey skinny jeans, lilia metallic shrug,toe high heels, matching my outfit with effy black and white flower diamond ,

After getting dressed I went downstairs to say goodbye to my aunt, Jason would be going as well, so I was fine, and besides Kat actually was excited for me to go, she to wants me to move on and stay positive but of course she knew it was going to difficult, and so did I,

We all knew moving was a fresh start but burying the past is far more difficult , we all knew this.

Moments later the door bell rang, and there stood Bella smiling like an idiot, basically jumping up and down, I chuckled at her bubbly personality, we got into the car and drove off with music blasting as we sang along with it, funny how in a little time Bella had become so open with me,sharing her life,her thoughts - well at least the appropriate ones but I wish I to could share with her, Kat had told me to not get too attach with people , make friends but be careful.

I just hope that nothing could go wrong. Deep down there was a hint of hesitations but I went any.

The party was ten minuets away, I had also found out that the host was someone named Damien. I heard from below he was someone not to mess with and the "leader of the rogues" which was the group that Scott apparently belonged too well close friends with.

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