The Perfect Fake Marriage (BOOK 1 COMPLETE)

Epilogue - Jenelle's POV

"Alam ko na alam mo na mahal na mahal kita. Words are not enough na mapatunayan ko 'yun. Jenelle, my heart is not mine, it is yours. Ikaw lang ang pinipintig ng puso ko. Ilang ulit na kitang sinaktan at pinagsisihan ko 'yun. I'm really sorry sa pagkamahina ko. Likas kang mabait at masayahin para mahulog ako sa'yo. Kumaba ang puso ko nong araw na una kitang nasilayan. Gusto kitang mahalin habang buhay hanggang sa buhay matapos ang buhay na ito. Mamahalin kita ng forever sa life after this life. Naniniwala akong ikaw lang ang babaeng nag-iisa sa puso ko, ikalawa sa mama ko," lumingon siya kay Mayor, at natawa lang ang Mommy niya na naiiyak na, yakap-yakap si Alexiane. "This day you'll be mine and I'll be yours. I won't look back, you can take my hand and my heart forever. This is all yours. Asahan mong maglalakad ka kaakay ako sa pagtanda natin. My love for you will not end, at I believe that you believe in it. Sabi nila walang forever, pero I feel the forever with you. Sky gets darker but my heart keeps stronger dahil ikaw ang tinitibok nito. Smile is in your eyes, and I really felt it. Ilang beses na tayong nagkahiwalay, but your love never change, thank you. I'm sorry that I am not there when you raise our children, I promise I will be the best Daddy to them. I will build our family with love, asahan mo, nandito lang ako palagi sa tabi mo, I am here to support you all the way. Honey, I love you again, again and again." He said his vow. Grabeh, one month after, nangyari na Jenelle. Tingan mo nasa harapan mo na ang lalaking mahal mo, ang makakasama mo habang buhay.

Ipinaglaban niya ako sa Papa ko, kahit, parang tigre 'yun, one week nga siyang nanligaw sa Papa ko. Naawa na nga ako sa kanya. He bonded our children this last weeks, they went to Zambalez, pumunta kay Lola, hindi man lang ako isinama, dahil daw, may trabaho ako. Unfair naman 'nun. But for now, focus muna tayo sa kasal.

"Ahmm," umubo ako ng kaunti, at nanunudyong nakatingin sa kanya. I bit my lower lip, and stared at him sdeuctively.

"What are you doing, honey?," bulong niya sa akin, parang uusok na siya sa ginagawa ko. Umuusok sa hindi ko alam na urge to kiss me ba.

"Nothing..." tumikhim si father sa harapan namin, at, nag-behave na ako. "Xander, ano. Kahit naghiwalay tayo for eight years, two years, asahan mo, kapag magkahiwalay man tayo, asahan mo, ma-mi-miss kita like it hurts. Alam mo naman na, akin ka, at ako sa'yo. Hindi ko kayang mabuhay kapag mawawala ka sa akin. We build our family together, and I thank the Lord for giving me you to me. Isa kang blessing sa akin, and I will treasure that blessing. Thank you for the sweet memories, unforgettable memories we made together. Those are priceless to me. Wala man kahit anong kayamanan ang magpapalit sa'yo sa puso ko. Thank you for loving me, thank you for fighting for me, for the days of your care," umubo ako ulit. "Thank you for giving me two children. The three of you are the most important in my life for now. I know I am not me if you are not mine. Ikaw ang humubog sa pagkatao ko ngayon, Xander. I stand strong because I needed to fight for you, because, I love you really. And,...thank you for marrying me the first time kahit na tradition lang 'yun. I never felt that I am an unwanted wife. And, I am always grateful that you gave me your last name. I love you, honey."Bigla niya akong niyakap, out of limit na 'to. Kasi naman, with matching tears kasi ang pagkakasabi ko. And, he said to me, bawal akong umiyak sa harapan niya, dahil baka, hindi niya kayanin.

"Honey, I love you too, more and more, forever."

Pagkatapos ng pagsuot ng singsing, at mga I do's namin. Hindi ko na maipaliwanag ang saya ko. I am married to him for real now. 'Yung may pagmamahal na, hindi sapilitan. Hindi ko alam talaga ang mangyayari sa akin kapag hindi dumating ang araw na 'to.

"By the authority vested on me, I now pronounce you, man and wife. You may now kiss your wife." And, he directly kissed me. Hindi makapaghintay? I responded his kiss with the grace of the Lord. He was mine with eternity. Walang makakagiba sa aming dalawa.